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NADIAH.
Hey Dudes&Dudettes!
Currently studying in BedokNorthSecSchooool. Birthdate, 01071994. (:
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Wednesday, June 30, 2010 9:21 PM
Alhamdulillah. You've heard my prayers.
THANK YOU so much Ya Allah for granting it.
It's the best gift i will ever have.
I'm sooooo happy!
Firstly, it's confirmed that i'm taking combined phys and chem with pure bio!
Wooooohoooooo! It's the best b'day present i'd ever had!
Secondly,
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MY SWEET SIXTEEN IS TOMORROW! HEEEEEEEEE.
Hm, old? Hahaha!
ALHAMDULILLAH!
THANK YOU so much Ya Allah for granting it.
It's the best gift i will ever have.
I'm sooooo happy!
Firstly, it's confirmed that i'm taking combined phys and chem with pure bio!
Wooooohoooooo! It's the best b'day present i'd ever had!
Secondly,
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.
.
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MY SWEET SIXTEEN IS TOMORROW! HEEEEEEEEE.
Hm, old? Hahaha!
ALHAMDULILLAH!
Monday, June 28, 2010 7:35 PM
Schools holiday is over! Damn, didn't feel it sey.
Most of the time, spend in school. Haish.
So tmr, having AYC.
Really, a light of hope shone on me every single day.
After sending that letter, paying fot that book and even writing on it.
It gets brighter and brighter.
As though it is confirmed.
Confirmed to have a better hope of having a great future.
Not just great, but yet, a more determined future.
A future which i had ever dreamt and planned for.
It was as if a built-in mountain getting higher and higher.
To reach to the top.
To the infinity where those lights would be.
In a split seconds, with those 5 words given to the group of eagered pupils,
including myself,
who had been building that mountain,
broken and shattered into pieces as if it was being stabbed and hit by an enormous sword of truth.
Leaving those broken pieces lying on the ground.
Those pieces of mounted hope.
It was also as if the dark grey couloured cloud howled over the bright blue sky.
Covering that light.
The light of hope.
The light of determination.
The light of happiness.
I swear that i will never ever forget this 'disaster'. Ever.
And the cause of it is just that 5 words;
'Your appeal is not approved.'
Insane. I know.
Sad, disappointed, 'grief', etc.
Whatever you want to describe it.
Nearly half the class wasn't ready to hear that news.
The bad news.
Because it's our decision which determines our future.
It's not about an easy way out by taking combined phys and chem with pure bio or combined phys and bio with pure chem,
but it's just a strategy.
A strategy to get better results.
I know she is thinking positively.
She's kind and friendly though.
But it would be fair that what we have decided could be consider to fullfill it.
And really consider it.
We are putting in our almost 100% effort.
Yet, we know, it's hard for her and her colleagues to believe.
Would a reason of 'wasting human resources' a reasonable one for it to not be approved?
Would it be fair to us, who most of us couldn't cope those heavy weightage and demands?
Would it?
Rethink it please. We beg them. Please.
We could only beg them.
And leave the rest to the almighty god.
Ya Allah Ya Rahman Ya Rahim.
Most of the time, spend in school. Haish.
So tmr, having AYC.
Really, a light of hope shone on me every single day.
After sending that letter, paying fot that book and even writing on it.
It gets brighter and brighter.
As though it is confirmed.
Confirmed to have a better hope of having a great future.
Not just great, but yet, a more determined future.
A future which i had ever dreamt and planned for.
It was as if a built-in mountain getting higher and higher.
To reach to the top.
To the infinity where those lights would be.
In a split seconds, with those 5 words given to the group of eagered pupils,
including myself,
who had been building that mountain,
broken and shattered into pieces as if it was being stabbed and hit by an enormous sword of truth.
Leaving those broken pieces lying on the ground.
Those pieces of mounted hope.
It was also as if the dark grey couloured cloud howled over the bright blue sky.
Covering that light.
The light of hope.
The light of determination.
The light of happiness.
I swear that i will never ever forget this 'disaster'. Ever.
And the cause of it is just that 5 words;
'Your appeal is not approved.'
Insane. I know.
Sad, disappointed, 'grief', etc.
Whatever you want to describe it.
Nearly half the class wasn't ready to hear that news.
The bad news.
Because it's our decision which determines our future.
It's not about an easy way out by taking combined phys and chem with pure bio or combined phys and bio with pure chem,
but it's just a strategy.
A strategy to get better results.
I know she is thinking positively.
She's kind and friendly though.
But it would be fair that what we have decided could be consider to fullfill it.
And really consider it.
We are putting in our almost 100% effort.
Yet, we know, it's hard for her and her colleagues to believe.
Would a reason of 'wasting human resources' a reasonable one for it to not be approved?
Would it be fair to us, who most of us couldn't cope those heavy weightage and demands?
Would it?
Rethink it please. We beg them. Please.
We could only beg them.
And leave the rest to the almighty god.
Ya Allah Ya Rahman Ya Rahim.
Tuesday, June 15, 2010 3:09 PM
Blogging through hp right now. Couldn't blog much. Yet, have lots of things to share. Well, will have to go to hospital later on. Maybe after asar? This Friday till Sunday, parents gonna go to Jakarta. Cousin will wed. Hm, tkpe la. I also have my own wedding invitation to go to this Sunday. Haha. Planned to spend half of my Friday in library. Another half, at hospital. Pity nyayi. I finished reading 3 novel books in 3 days! Amazing! Haha! But it i kept on crying silently upon reading it. I accidentally took one of the books which is extremely, tremendously sad. Haish. Nevertheless, my bday is coming soon! Happy! 1 July. After 3 days, which is 4 July, is Khalilah's. Then 3 days after that which is 7 July, is Syahidah's. Cool or what!? Haha. Gonna celebrate together. Hm, exciting!
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Saturday, June 5, 2010 2:23 PM
Ya Allah.. Bnyk nye homework!
Most of it essays pulak tu. Haish.
So currently, listening to songs while brainstorming on what i should write.
After Asar gonna go to hospital.
Oh! Yesterday i made friends with this nyonya whose bed next to Nyayi's.
Hahaha! Funny.
I think her age is around 70+ or so.
Me and my parents had a wonderful conversation with that nyonya.
Pity her also. 'Cause her sons would only visit her at night.
So, she didn't have anyone in the morning, afternoon and evening.
Yesterday, i helped her to give her drinks, food and etc.
Fun i should say. Hahahaha.
She's very friendly and cute.
Waved her goodbye before stepping out of the ward.
Hahaha.
Reminds me of arwah nyayi whenever i see the nyonya..
Difference: the face.
Talked with ayah just now regarding wanting to appeal to principal to take combined phys and chem but still take pure bio.
I would never drop my pure biology. (:
I truly love that subject.
Haha.
Gtg now.
Peace be upon you.
Most of it essays pulak tu. Haish.
So currently, listening to songs while brainstorming on what i should write.
After Asar gonna go to hospital.
Oh! Yesterday i made friends with this nyonya whose bed next to Nyayi's.
Hahaha! Funny.
I think her age is around 70+ or so.
Me and my parents had a wonderful conversation with that nyonya.
Pity her also. 'Cause her sons would only visit her at night.
So, she didn't have anyone in the morning, afternoon and evening.
Yesterday, i helped her to give her drinks, food and etc.
Fun i should say. Hahahaha.
She's very friendly and cute.
Waved her goodbye before stepping out of the ward.
Hahaha.
Reminds me of arwah nyayi whenever i see the nyonya..
Difference: the face.
Talked with ayah just now regarding wanting to appeal to principal to take combined phys and chem but still take pure bio.
I would never drop my pure biology. (:
I truly love that subject.
Haha.
Gtg now.
Peace be upon you.
Thursday, June 3, 2010 8:03 PM
Didn't come to school today.
Woke up, really had a terrible migraine.
Started sneezing, coughing, and having slight sore throat.
Ohh well, gonna face fever soon. Urgh, nt again.
Then, had stomach pains. Felt like vomiting but couldn't.
I think i slept almost the whole day.
Hm. Realised that this yr, every month i frequently having all kinds of sickness.
From fever to flu to intestine problem due to peristalsis, then migraine.
And the cycle goes on and on.
Hai. Tired.
That's all i can say.
So now, battling with my migraine and trying to finish up my Social studies.
Didn't have the mood to talk nor chat with anyone.
It's been 2 days since i last saw Nyayi.
Missing her already.
Heard that she wants fries after my brother bought for her yesterday.
Saket2 pn nk mkn fries? Hahaha.
I think i wanna go to libr tmr to borrow novel books.
Aaaah, addicted already.
Maybe, pass by long john to buy nyayi fries?
Hm, will see.
Oh oh oh. I think i wanna create a cerpen.
Just fr fun.
Then maybe, send it to berita harian or something.
For the sake of gaining experience. (:
Woke up, really had a terrible migraine.
Started sneezing, coughing, and having slight sore throat.
Ohh well, gonna face fever soon. Urgh, nt again.
Then, had stomach pains. Felt like vomiting but couldn't.
I think i slept almost the whole day.
Hm. Realised that this yr, every month i frequently having all kinds of sickness.
From fever to flu to intestine problem due to peristalsis, then migraine.
And the cycle goes on and on.
Hai. Tired.
That's all i can say.
So now, battling with my migraine and trying to finish up my Social studies.
Didn't have the mood to talk nor chat with anyone.
It's been 2 days since i last saw Nyayi.
Missing her already.
Heard that she wants fries after my brother bought for her yesterday.
Saket2 pn nk mkn fries? Hahaha.
I think i wanna go to libr tmr to borrow novel books.
Aaaah, addicted already.
Maybe, pass by long john to buy nyayi fries?
Hm, will see.
Oh oh oh. I think i wanna create a cerpen.
Just fr fun.
Then maybe, send it to berita harian or something.
For the sake of gaining experience. (:
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Tuesday, June 1, 2010 9:55 PM
Hm, seems like i'm still suffering from my intestine problems.
): That's explains my frequent stomach pains.
Whatever it is, praying that it would be over.
Took my malay o level yesterday.
Should say that it is mangeable.
Took a risk though.
First time, i put in a portion of a song in my karangan.
First time, i declare myself as a wife and it's mostly about keruntuhan rumah tangga.
Bismillah.
Hrp2, it is good enough to get my distinction.
Amin.
Been going to Changi General Hospital these few days.
Mak Nyayi admitted to ward. ):
Been praying for her to recover soon.
This situation reaally reminds me of arwah nyayi. ):
Really cried before going to sleep these days. Secretly.
Arwah nyayi is the best person i'd ever met and had.
Seriously.
Haaai. Redha kpd ketentuan, qadak and qadar ILLAHI.
Urgh. Paaaainful! Hope i'm able to go to sch tmr.
): That's explains my frequent stomach pains.
Whatever it is, praying that it would be over.
Took my malay o level yesterday.
Should say that it is mangeable.
Took a risk though.
First time, i put in a portion of a song in my karangan.
First time, i declare myself as a wife and it's mostly about keruntuhan rumah tangga.
Bismillah.
Hrp2, it is good enough to get my distinction.
Amin.
Been going to Changi General Hospital these few days.
Mak Nyayi admitted to ward. ):
Been praying for her to recover soon.
This situation reaally reminds me of arwah nyayi. ):
Really cried before going to sleep these days. Secretly.
Arwah nyayi is the best person i'd ever met and had.
Seriously.
Haaai. Redha kpd ketentuan, qadak and qadar ILLAHI.
Urgh. Paaaainful! Hope i'm able to go to sch tmr.
Friday, May 21, 2010 10:34 PM
Khalilah!
You made a crime! A crime which is freakingly torturing!
You'd successfully 'drag' me into reading of novels!
Now your fine is to borrow books and let me read! Haha (:
The books i read was amazing!
I felt as if i'm the character and that i'm facing the highs and lows.
Hm, novels are just great. Better than that in fact.
Still deciding whether i should still go on with what i'd been thinking in my head
for nearly 3-4 months.
Ohh god, what should i do?
Just like Kakak Nur and Mdm Haliza says;
there's pros and cons
there's benefits and risks.
MasyaAllaaaaaaah.
You made a crime! A crime which is freakingly torturing!
You'd successfully 'drag' me into reading of novels!
Now your fine is to borrow books and let me read! Haha (:
The books i read was amazing!
I felt as if i'm the character and that i'm facing the highs and lows.
Hm, novels are just great. Better than that in fact.
Still deciding whether i should still go on with what i'd been thinking in my head
for nearly 3-4 months.
Ohh god, what should i do?
Just like Kakak Nur and Mdm Haliza says;
there's pros and cons
there's benefits and risks.
MasyaAllaaaaaaah.
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