Currently, i'm super pissed off and the raging fury is in my blood right now.Two reasons ;Firstly, my comp is sort !crazy la this comp. It will automatically scroll up and down by itself.
Wanna go to a link also cannot. Now having difficulty in writing this post. Haish.
Secondly, i'm mad with myself and SOME other people around me.
I'm just mad at myself for letting people take advantage of me and mad at others 'cause of taking advantage of me. Especially that shitty teacher of mine, some people in my house and that particular person.
Ever since went to Sec3, that tch is just ruining my life and breaking me & maybe my brothers, from my parents causing alot of damage in my family relation. She may not notice that but i'm just being patient with her. I hate her !Seriously uhh. What wrong did i do sia till you have to tell craps about me to my parents ?!You don't know anything, just shuddup la !Don't give false info to my parents uhh. Ever since February siaa !Now are you happy to see me suffering ?!& yea, i just realised, you don't even bother !You don't even understand us. & now, i just have to accept all the burden ?! I'm not gonna respect you just as much i respect the others !
Can't believed that the ones who raised me up well would believe her ?!Damn sey.
I'm just trying to be happy, help others & keep others smiling.
Even though i'm smiling, you won't how much hurt i'm feeling inside. In addition, in school, why are they taking up and following my personalities ?! Hate it sey. Can't you get your own personalities ?
I'm just fcuking pissed off. What did i get in return ? I get all this bullshits ?!
I just want happiness. & that's it. Nothing much. I'll just have to suffer. I would not bother to speak up. Let them realise their own mistakes. Pissing off uhh.
Excuse me for all my vulgars. This is what happen when i'm pissing off.
Arghh, Haishh.
Not gonna talk about my day today. My mood is just at the bottom of the dumpster.
Till next time.
WithLove,
Nadiah.