Nadiah

2010-06-30T21:21:00.002+08:00

Alhamdulillah. You've heard my prayers.
THANK YOU so much Ya Allah for granting it.
It's the best gift i will ever have.

I'm sooooo happy!
Firstly, it's confirmed that i'm taking combined phys and chem with pure bio!
Wooooohoooooo! It's the best b'day present i'd ever had!
Secondly,
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MY SWEET SIXTEEN IS TOMORROW! HEEEEEEEEE.

Hm, old? Hahaha!

ALHAMDULILLAH!

2010-06-28T19:35:00.003+08:00

Schools holiday is over! Damn, didn't feel it sey.
Most of the time, spend in school. Haish.
So tmr, having AYC.

Really, a light of hope shone on me every single day.
After sending that letter, paying fot that book and even writing on it.
It gets brighter and brighter.
As though it is confirmed.
Confirmed to have a better hope of having a great future.
Not just great, but yet, a more determined future.
A future which i had ever dreamt and planned for.
It was as if a built-in mountain getting higher and higher.
To reach to the top.
To the infinity where those lights would be.
In a split seconds, with those 5 words given to the group of eagered pupils,
including myself,
who had been building that mountain,
broken and shattered into pieces as if it was being stabbed and hit by an enormous sword of truth.
Leaving those broken pieces lying on the ground.
Those pieces of mounted hope.
It was also as if the dark grey couloured cloud howled over the bright blue sky.
Covering that light.
The light of hope.
The light of determination.
The light of happiness.

I swear that i will never ever forget this 'disaster'. Ever.
And the cause of it is just that 5 words;
'Your appeal is not approved.'

Insane. I know.
Sad, disappointed, 'grief', etc.
Whatever you want to describe it.

Nearly half the class wasn't ready to hear that news.
The bad news.
Because it's our decision which determines our future.
It's not about an easy way out by taking combined phys and chem with pure bio or combined phys and bio with pure chem,
but it's just a strategy.
A strategy to get better results.

I know she is thinking positively.
She's kind and friendly though.
But it would be fair that what we have decided could be consider to fullfill it.
And really consider it.

We are putting in our almost 100% effort.
Yet, we know, it's hard for her and her colleagues to believe.

Would a reason of 'wasting human resources' a reasonable one for it to not be approved?
Would it be fair to us, who most of us couldn't cope those heavy weightage and demands?
Would it?
Rethink it please. We beg them. Please.

We could only beg them.
And leave the rest to the almighty god.
Ya Allah Ya Rahman Ya Rahim.

2010-06-15T15:09:00.001+08:00

Blogging through hp right now. Couldn't blog much. Yet, have lots of things to share. Well, will have to go to hospital later on. Maybe after asar? This Friday till Sunday, parents gonna go to Jakarta. Cousin will wed. Hm, tkpe la. I also have my own wedding invitation to go to this Sunday. Haha. Planned to spend half of my Friday in library. Another half, at hospital. Pity nyayi. I finished reading 3 novel books in 3 days! Amazing! Haha! But it i kept on crying silently upon reading it. I accidentally took one of the books which is extremely, tremendously sad. Haish. Nevertheless, my bday is coming soon! Happy! 1 July. After 3 days, which is 4 July, is Khalilah's. Then 3 days after that which is 7 July, is Syahidah's. Cool or what!? Haha. Gonna celebrate together. Hm, exciting!

2010-06-05T14:23:00.002+08:00

Ya Allah.. Bnyk nye homework!
Most of it essays pulak tu. Haish.

So currently, listening to songs while brainstorming on what i should write.
After Asar gonna go to hospital.
Oh! Yesterday i made friends with this nyonya whose bed next to Nyayi's.
Hahaha! Funny.
I think her age is around 70+ or so.
Me and my parents had a wonderful conversation with that nyonya.
Pity her also. 'Cause her sons would only visit her at night.
So, she didn't have anyone in the morning, afternoon and evening.
Yesterday, i helped her to give her drinks, food and etc.
Fun i should say. Hahahaha.

She's very friendly and cute.
Waved her goodbye before stepping out of the ward.
Hahaha.
Reminds me of arwah nyayi whenever i see the nyonya..
Difference: the face.

Talked with ayah just now regarding wanting to appeal to principal to take combined phys and chem but still take pure bio.
I would never drop my pure biology. (:
I truly love that subject.
Haha.

Gtg now.
Peace be upon you.

2010-06-03T20:03:00.003+08:00

Didn't come to school today.
Woke up, really had a terrible migraine.
Started sneezing, coughing, and having slight sore throat.
Ohh well, gonna face fever soon. Urgh, nt again.
Then, had stomach pains. Felt like vomiting but couldn't.
I think i slept almost the whole day.
Hm. Realised that this yr, every month i frequently having all kinds of sickness.
From fever to flu to intestine problem due to peristalsis, then migraine.
And the cycle goes on and on.

Hai. Tired.
That's all i can say.
So now, battling with my migraine and trying to finish up my Social studies.
Didn't have the mood to talk nor chat with anyone.

It's been 2 days since i last saw Nyayi.
Missing her already.
Heard that she wants fries after my brother bought for her yesterday.
Saket2 pn nk mkn fries? Hahaha.

I think i wanna go to libr tmr to borrow novel books.
Aaaah, addicted already.
Maybe, pass by long john to buy nyayi fries?
Hm, will see.

Oh oh oh. I think i wanna create a cerpen.
Just fr fun.
Then maybe, send it to berita harian or something.
For the sake of gaining experience. (:

2010-06-01T21:55:00.003+08:00

Hm, seems like i'm still suffering from my intestine problems.
): That's explains my frequent stomach pains.
Whatever it is, praying that it would be over.

Took my malay o level yesterday.
Should say that it is mangeable.
Took a risk though.
First time, i put in a portion of a song in my karangan.
First time, i declare myself as a wife and it's mostly about keruntuhan rumah tangga.
Bismillah.
Hrp2, it is good enough to get my distinction.
Amin.

Been going to Changi General Hospital these few days.
Mak Nyayi admitted to ward. ):
Been praying for her to recover soon.
This situation reaally reminds me of arwah nyayi. ):
Really cried before going to sleep these days. Secretly.
Arwah nyayi is the best person i'd ever met and had.
Seriously.
Haaai. Redha kpd ketentuan, qadak and qadar ILLAHI.

Urgh. Paaaainful! Hope i'm able to go to sch tmr.

2010-05-21T22:34:00.002+08:00

Khalilah!
You made a crime! A crime which is freakingly torturing!
You'd successfully 'drag' me into reading of novels!
Now your fine is to borrow books and let me read! Haha (:

The books i read was amazing!
I felt as if i'm the character and that i'm facing the highs and lows.
Hm, novels are just great. Better than that in fact.

Still deciding whether i should still go on with what i'd been thinking in my head
for nearly 3-4 months.
Ohh god, what should i do?
Just like Kakak Nur and Mdm Haliza says;
there's pros and cons
there's benefits and risks.
MasyaAllaaaaaaah.

2010-05-16T22:09:00.002+08:00

At last!! Able to update.
Soo, since MYE is over and that had Adam Khoo workshop fr three days,
spent my time this weekend to finish up reading a novel called "Cinta Aku dan Kau"
Omg.. My heart rate kept on beating unconsistently upon reading it.

Now, i'm finding a karangan which i couldn't find any good ones. Haii.
Finishing up on my Physics SPA skill 3 also.
I realised that nowadays i could neither write nor spell properly.
Urgh, what's wrooong.
Maybe, lack of sleep?

Tmr have to reach sch by 6.45am fr Chemistry lessons. -.-
Hope i'm able to wake up early.

Don't know what's wrong with my mood also.
Moodswings. Darn.

Something is just disturbing my mind.
Don't know what and why.
Is it friendship? Family? "Love" life? Me? Illness?
There's something that is not right.
And i couldn't think of one.
I'm confused. I feel like crying and let out all my confused emotions.
But couldn't.
I need to be strong.

Ya Allah, ampunkanlah dosaku. Berikanlah petunjuk dlm hidupku ini. Amin.

2010-04-17T10:31:00.001+08:00

Tday is Abg's BIG DAAAAAY! Haha! Couldnt wait to see what happen during 'angkat nikah'. OMG. I'm so excited. Relatives had been coming since yesterday :) just now went to sch to take phys test. Hm. Haha. Whatever it is, it is time to be elated fr abg's sake. Hahaa.

2010-04-15T11:22:00.000+08:00

My brain is functioning quite slow tday. Haha. Whenever i lie down or stand up, my vision went pitch black. Need to wait fr 1 and half minute to regain my vision. Woke up, felt like vomiting. Yesterday, i slept fr 1 whole day! Haish. Today have to do alot of things. Clean up my room, study, put up new curtains etc. Hai. Tmr would be a hectic day! Relative sleeping over. Ammar's dad gonna arrive tday frm Sydney and sleep here. Hope that tmr i would be able to go to school. I think I've missed alot of tests and lessons. :(

2010-04-14T15:48:00.000+08:00

Didnt go to school today. Haish. Seriously, having high fever, migraine, and stomach ache. Aaaaah. Cn it be any worse. Lightheaded right now. 2 more days to abg wedding. Need to recover fast! Don't want that day to be torturing. Haish!

2010-04-09T18:34:00.007+08:00

There's a peeping tom in the picture. Hahaha.

Srry for not updating much.

Had alot of rehearsals for musical.
The performance turned out well! Hehe.

I'm soooo happy! (:

Since Musical was the last performance, seniors kept on snapping photos
in Music Room and our dressing room in Victoria Theatre. Hehe.

Seriously, it was extremely sad laaa to consider it as LAST performance.

Haish.

Whatever it is, my brother is about to wed in one weeks time!! Gaaaaaah!

Time reaaally is fast. Fuh!

Gonna miss him. Haaai.

Parents asked me to invite all the ones who came for hari raya.

Hmm, malula nk tanye. Isn't it awkward? Haha.

Syahidah, Khalilah, Amalia and Amirul is gonna help! Yaaaay! (:

If you wanna help, bring it to my attention kay?

And i'll see if we do not have enough manpower! (:

Well, yesterday had my Chem SPA skill 2 'o' level exam.

I should say that it went reaally well. I'm so happy.

Alhamdulillaaaah.

Just now had my mid-yr oral.

The cikgu was Cikgu Hafizah.

Kinda awkward cause she's my mly dance tch.

So, talked with her in bahasa baku. Haha!

Went kinda well though. Hm, Alhamdulillaaaaah.

After that had Biology SPA skill 2 'o' level exam.

That went well too! Haha.

Alhamdulillaaaah (:

Tmr having physics ppr 1 pre mid-yr exam.

Gonna study now. I hope. Hahaha.

Focus nadiah! Hm.

Bye!!

2010-04-03T20:29:00.000+08:00

Currently, lying down while watching sky high. Cousins;- Amin, Raqib, Ridhwan, and both my bros in living rm watching soccer while eating pizza. Parent went to Masjid Taqua. Hm, i'm bored. Fr nw.

2010-03-31T20:35:00.002+08:00

Tmr is Physics 2nd O level SPAAAA!
Have yet to revise on the experiment.
Hope that it wouldn't be too complicated and that i'll be able to take all the precautions.
Hope that i could finish up the report on time!!
Aaaaaah.. InsyaAllah.

Been reading 'Ternyata Cinta' book since 6pm. Heh.
I've realised;
Nowadays, Guys is just.... plain......
Nevermind.

I'm craving for ice creaaaaaaaaaam!
Getting sleepy now.
Tmr, big day. Nervous and excited!
Excited cause it's last day of sch this week! :)

2010-03-30T20:52:00.000+08:00

Dlm bnyk stationaries yg aku ade, mest je ruler ngn eraser yg hilang. MasyaAllah. Anw, had pre mid-yr chem exam ppr 2. Studied last minute! Wahlauey! Seriously, gonna fail badly! Urgh. Nehmind. This is nt the actual. Haish :( whatever it is, im excited fr this fri, sat, sun, next mon and tues. Gnna elaborate on it ltr. Wanna watch just fr laugh. :)

2010-03-26T18:47:00.002+08:00

TIRED!
Tmr going to Johor.
Ohh, i think my kaki tersalah urat or something else.
Been fighting the piercing pain since morning.
Especially during mly dance. Gah, horrible.
Still, tried dancing bit by bit.
3 more rehearsals to Musicaaaal!

Received this consent form regarding final practices.
4th April (Sunday) - Rehearsal in Victoria theatre frm 7.45am to 1.15pm.
5th April (Monday) - Full dress rehearsal in Victoria Theatre frm 4.15pm to 11.30pm!! Wahlauey.
6th April- ACTUAL DAAAY! (:

Look out for me aye? Hahaha.

Kay, gonna revise on my Sirah.
Sunday having Sirah test! Wahaha.

2010-03-25T19:15:00.002+08:00

Ayah's language:
7 11 means Swensens
Burger King means Popeye
Mcdonald means KFC
Swensens means 7 11
Popeye means Mcdonald
KFC means Burger King
Starbucks means Starbucks (: Yeaaa.

Confuse? Haaaa.

Me: Ayah, this Saturday kte gy airpot mkn kt Swensen eh?

Ayah: Huh? Pergi jauh2 buat ape? Ni dpan ruma kn ade.

Me: Huuuuuh? Mane ade. Kn 7 11.

Ayah: 7 11 kn kt airport.

Me: Huh???

Ayah: Ape huh?

Ibu was laughing then told that 7 11 meant by Swensen. Waaaah. Kay, that's waaaay far. Gtg. Tuition in 2 minutes! BYE!

2010-03-24T19:01:00.005+08:00

YAYYY!! 100th post!

At last. Hahaha. I knoww. Sooo long already.

This is the consequences for not updating your blog much.

Well, tday, my WHOLE body ache like waaah. Pain.

I want a massage baaaadly. Tday Abg Ir return from KL.

Woooohooooo~!

Kay, well, currently trying to finish up my Emaths hw. Amaths mayb late submisson?

Yesterday i watched Just for Laugh! I thought it was the funniest episode of all.

Watched with Abg Khairul.

We laughed like crazy till stomach hurts! Maaan.

Mayb my body ache was because all that laughing? HM!

Heeeeeee.

I want to run, I want to swim and I want to dance! Random.

Bored.............................................................................. Random.

Can't wait for Musicaaaal! Last performance in my secondary sch yrs! Random.

Ohhh! Went through my pic and went across these pictures of me taken by Kakak Nur

at my Uncle's KL house.

What do you think of the house? Feels like high class garden huh? Niiiice.

2010-03-23T20:41:00.003+08:00

Minutes more to go before Just For Laugh Gags Asiaaaaaa. Wahahaha.
Baek uh. Have yet to finish my Amaths hw. Integraaation.
Well, after Physics SPA, went to class and had this study period.
Used that time to try finish up Amaths but couldn't.
Firstly, was 'disturbed' by Amirul. -.-"
Secondly, after every question, played UNO secretly with Khalilah. Hahaha.
Then, went home, shower, prayed, ate and tuition.
Then, eat again. Had just deleted my friendster account.
There goes the last way for me to contact back to....
Haish. Why must i be soooo down upon remembering him? Uncool.
Bt, still, everyone have feelings especially at this stage of being an adolescent.
I kept on calling people's name for the whole day with me nothing to say.
It's just that, i wanted someone to talk to. About him :( I felt that this is so nonsensical.
O level coming. I'm too sad. Been crying in me whenever i'm alone, just thinking about..
Urgh. Suffer alone for this is my feeling.

2010-03-22T21:02:00.000+08:00

Doing my homeworks. Listening to songs. Someone pls enlighten and wake me up. At first thought, i was in a dream. Bt it turned out to be reality afte pinching myself. Goodbye. Zzz. Operator: Nadiah's departing to her dream land. Pls board the unicorn nw. Thankyou.

2010-03-22T18:59:00.001+08:00

Whoaa, tired. Had floorball just nw. Did what i promised to Khalilah during the match; I gelek while waiting fr the ball to come. Haha. Laugh like nobody business. Heh.
Didnt go mly dance :( found out gonna have lessn till 5pm everyday! Friday may finish at 7pm. Wahlauey. CRAZY! Too much hw, couldnt revise :( saaaad. Im just having moodswings nwadays. Nw i just feel like crying. Unfortunately, no one is there in times like this. Keeping myself quiet and overcome it. Stress much? Hm. Stay happy, Nadiah. I thought i saw you at Tamp yest. I kept on thinking it was you everytime i see someone holding a skateboard. Those memories when recess time you sat infront of me and asked fr a date. I end up speechless and both of us couldnt eat. Nervous much? Hm. Never did i expect of you noticing me. It was when we stop contacting when i stopped replying your messages although you tried to get my attention in sch. Now, you've gone. I dont knw why i suddenly think of you. This is too much. :( in conclusion, im sad.
Ya Allah, kuatknlah hatiku dan imanku ini... AMIN.

2010-03-01T07:09:00.000+08:00

WBC- Dude! You're uninvited here. BAC- Who says!? WBC- She says! BAC- Oh. So? WBC- You're getting on her nerves man. BAC- No i'm nt. WBC- That's it man. You're dead. Chaaarge! ***WBC- WHITE BLOOD CELL ***BAC- BACTERIA. Nt going to sch tday. My body temp is nearly 39 degrees celcius. Maan.

2010-02-26T19:45:00.005+08:00

Blog is crucially dead. Haaaaaaa.
I'm having a sorethroaaaat.
Been coughing all day. And it's getting worst.
Especially during mly dance.
Walked in, head felt a lil dizzy, joined the warm up session.

Did some dancing until a lady in her mid 40s, walked in the music room.
She is the one who's making our costume for the Musical Night performance.
She brought my unfinished sample costume, and had to wear it.
It was nice though. Designed by our own dancer. Chey. Haha.

So, became a 'model' for a while.
The rest of the dancers crowd ard me.
Kinda embarrased of course to be the main attention.
Then, had to dance the song for Mulan a couple of times to see if it works well when dancing.
Pressure was on me since instructor asked to do my best.
Yet, i felt soo uneasy and uncomfortable with the material.
In addition, there were pins around the edge of the baggy pants.

Waaah, it was torturing to dance when having a burning and pain sensation on your throat.
Yea, bt then didnt complain.
Don't want to disappoint the tch, instructor, lady and the rest of the dancers. :p
Hahaa.

Phys test ppr 2 gt 40 out of 72. Fuuuh.
Kinda disappointed bt still, was glad that i didn't fail.
Was kinda heartbreaking when Miss Faizah was pissed off with the class before returning back the ppr.
She described as if the whole class failed sey.
Nvm, do better in ppr 1 next tues! :)
Mly karangan, gt 34/50. Hmm, no comment.

Tmr, gonna go mlysia with family and relatives. Take things fr Abg's wedding.
Hopefully, my sorethroat would recover soon.
Gonna go and rest nw.

2010-01-27T22:33:00.000+08:00

Well, tday dad didn't let me go sch. He wanted to send me to doc. Refused his 'offer'. Soo, gonna go hosp either this weekend or next wk. Ohh gosh. Now, i'm soo sleepy, tired, hungry, frustrated, a lil hype abt tmr. Hai.. Think gonna sleep now. Gdnight!

2010-01-20T10:25:00.000+08:00

Currently at home. Anw, yest went to clinic then doc instruct to go to hosp. Bro called sch to release me. Ltr on, at 4.45pm gonna be at Mount Elizabeth hosp. 50% chance that i'll be warded. Pray fr me kay? In the meantime, i will nt tell what i'm suffering. Relates to internal bleeding. Bye! Tc. Will update soon.

2010-01-17T21:05:00.002+08:00

Short post! Currently studying fr chem. At the same time, i'm reaaaally scared that SS test would be tmr. Just hope it wouldn't. Tmr gonna have mly dance. Aaaaaah! Hectic! I've yet to memorise abt diplomacy and deterrence. I failed my phy test :( Tons of careless mistakes and it is all in terms of freaking calculations. If nt, mayb i would get my 17 marks. Hish, nehhmind. Still, it's a leaning point to me to be extremely careful in whatever i do and don't think to much. Pray hard that i will excel in the rest of the test. I'm reaaally bucking up this yr. No play anymore. Well, abit la. Haha. These tests are making me crazier. Till i'm listening to the song crazier over and over again. Hope tmr's chem test wouldn't be hard. Bismillah..

I've never gone with the wind

Just let it flow

Let it take me where it wants to go

Till you open the door

There's so much more I

've never seen it before

I was trying to fly

But I couldn't find wings

Then you came along

And you changed everything

You lift my feet off the ground

Spin me around

You make me crazier, crazier

Feels like I'm falling and I I'm lost in your eyes

You make me crazier, Crazier, crazier

Watched from a distance as you

Made life your own

Every sky was your own kind of blue

And I wanted to know How that would feel

And you made it so real

You showed me something that I couldn't see

Opened my eyes and you made me believe

You lift my feet off the ground

Spin me around

You make me crazier, crazier

Feels like I'm falling and I I'm lost in your eyes

You make me crazier, Crazier, crazier,

oh Baby, you showed me what living is for I don't want to hide anymore

You lift my feet off the ground

You spin me around

You make me crazier, crazier

Feels like I'm falling and I

I'm lost in your eyes

You make me crazier,

Crazier, crazier Crazier, crazier

It's 8.55pm.

2010-01-14T20:44:00.000+08:00

I'm sooo sleepy! Urgh. Trying my best to stay awake. Why? Hmm, mayb 'cause i've yet to prepare fr tmr. Haish.. Currently studying fr tmr. Where's my tight slacks man!? Urgh, don't tell me that it's MIA and needa wear shorts fr mly dance again. Boohoo. Stars, butterflies, birds and sparkles are having a merry-go-round in the midair right above my head. Spin spin. ZzzZzz... Tired. Nighty night!

2010-01-13T18:20:00.000+08:00

Hey! Currently updating through my new phone. Cool sey! Mum and dad surprised me when came back to sch. Will update more once i on my comp. Gotta familiarise with the function first. Cheerios!

2010-01-12T18:20:00.002+08:00

HEYOLUUUHUU! (:
This week, freakingly busy. 'Superb'.
Tons of homeworks to doooo.
Tests coming up.

Yayy, yest didn't go to mly dance.
Reason being, i totaaally forgotten abt the new schedule
AND i needa prepare fr tests!
Boohooo..
Mayb next Sunday, 23rd Jan, gonna perform.
Excited? Naaah. Just plain lazy.
Helloooo! It's Sundaaay. Haaai.

Yest went home at 7.15pm.
Went to Kak Sarah's house. Hm..
Just now, stayed back afte school to finish up karangan.
We all wrote mengarut you know. Hish.
Hahha.

Reminds me of my eng compo which i'd just gotten back.
Expect that i will fail the diagnostic test, 'cause i wrote nonsense.
Bt, turned out to be the other way round.
Alhamdulillaaaaah...

Aaaaah!
Chem hw have yet to finish! Series 2. Maaaaaan..
Ngee Hung even, hadn't start at all.
Ohmegosh! Haha.
Well, the old person came back to his original seat again.
You know who i meant.
Gonna be 'kecohz' agaaain.

Now, studying phys.
Later, mayb do a couple of series 2 questions.
Hmm..
Tmr;
-No chem test. Postpone to next monday.
-Still have phys test.
-Having SPA practice after school.
-Nurse check ups.
-What's up next?

To enlighten you mooody mood, do watch
Just For Laugh today at 9pm on Channel 5.
Haaaah.. Taaating.

Tmr do watch Americal idol on channel 5.
;p

Nothing else to say.
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2010-01-03T16:03:00.002+08:00

My phone is getting on my nerves mann!
Daaaamn.
Keys couldn't function. Urgh.
Talked nicely to my phone. Haha.
Still, it wouldn't work.
First time using sony and this is what i get.
Gonna go back to my nooooookia in the future.

Dad asked if i want a new phone.
Rejected it.
Don't want to trouble him much.
Mum wanted an iphone.
Just now, bro gave her the money. Waaaahlauey.
Nvm la.

Will be changing to singtel line soon. Taking over my 2nd bro's line.
While he will be going fr starhub line.
He texted toooo much already.
Dad gonna change his line.

Currently, mum and dad went on shopping again.
My goooodness.
Called mum as the 'big spender'.
Haha. Cousin is in the same school as mine.
What will it be like. Hmm.. Not sure.

Tmr and tues gonna facilitate the freshmen in the orientation caaamp.
Will be in charge of an express class.
Never in my council life did i ever get to handle the sec1 NA.
Mayb i'm just not too fierce?
And if i am, i will be smiling. Haha. Niccee.

Homework left abit more.
Not in the mood to finish it up.
Currently messaging Syahidah and gonna iron clothes.

Yest was my dad and mum anniversary. Aww. Wished them. hehe.
Tmr will be my father's bdaaaay! Celebraaate! After the orientaion -.-
Tiredd.
Adios.

2009-12-30T14:07:00.003+08:00

"Nadiah, you're suffering from panic attack. You have to go to a therapist."
-Doctor-

"You need to overcome your anxiety and fears as soon as possible. It's life threatening."
-Cik Noraini, Ngaji tch-

Woww. Yeap, i'm suffering from panic attack.
Seriously, didn't expect at all.
Had all the symptoms of the attack; eg
~chest pains
~stomach pains
~Lightheadedness
~racing heart beats
~difficulty breathing
~feeling a loss of control
and much more.

It's life threatening as it can cause heart damage and lead to heart attack.
Soo, gonna calm myself down whatever i can to cure it.
Dad was like shock la. Kinda.
The cause is having alot of stress and pressure, and maybe, through genes?

My hair is short agaaain! Heh.
Haiya. It's okay lah. My hair will not 'stand up' again, fr now.
Just like Syahidah referred my hair to. Haha.
Naturally, my hair do 'stand up'. Haish.
Stubborn. Heh.

Ohh well.

2009-12-29T16:04:00.002+08:00

I'm lovin it.
I'm glad all the bad memories happened to me.
Without it, i will remain to my 'dark' side.
It's a life changing.

Thank You Allah..
For the opportunity.

These few days, finishing up all my homeworks.
Maybe, except for History? Heh.
Seriously, i'd forgotten abt the topics.
Not for SS. It's still 'fresh' in my mind. Hah.

Mum asked dad to buy her an iphone. Wth.
Told dad not to 'cause it's just too expensive.
Moreover, he had to spend alot of money for abg's wedding.
Pity..
Not only that, mum asked me and brothers to buy her this
Bonia bag for $200++?
Waaaaaaaaaah. Still considering if we should fullfill her request or nt.

Played games with my cousin, Muhammad Amin Bin Baharudin.
Haha. Fuuuuun.

Anw, i really can't keep my excitement abt a news.
So yea, gonna share it with you.
Most probbly, next end of year, i'm going to do Umrah for the Second time.
Aaaaaaah, Haha.
Just can't wait.
Seriously, the last time i went there, it was extraordinary.
Could see the beauty in it.

2009-12-28T14:40:00.002+08:00

Cheerios! Heh.
Srry fr nt updating.
Been out nowadays.
Yesterday and today faaaaasting. By myself. Haiyaa.
Currently watching Bedtime Stories. Hehe.

Well, on Thurs, mum treat me to Pizza Hut.
Ate Beef Lasagne, personal pan pizza and some chicken soup.
Aaaah, my tummy grumbling.

Friday, went swimming with cousins.
Took photos. Hah.
Will upload it soon.

Saturday, went to Han River.
Ate ate ate.
Yesterday, helped mum make Tiramisu.
Abg bought fr me and my 2nd bro cheese fries.

4+ hours more to go till break of fast.
Maaaan..
Why am i talking abt foooooood ;(
Hehe.

2009-12-23T15:14:00.002+08:00

HELLOOO..
Tday had this sec1 registration and cca open hse.
Didn't do mly dance unfortunately -.- .
Had to represent the science department through a game. Boat thing.
Met my cousin, auntie and uncle. Heh.

My whole body is aching.
I'm just too sleepy. Daaamn.
Haven't had a good sleep since monday.
Got the counsellor training.
Gonna be in charge of a sec1 express class. Yay?

Kay, that's all.
Wanna sleeeeep. Haish.
Bye.

2009-12-19T15:07:00.002+08:00

Aaaaaahh..
Monday, Tuesday and Wednesday needa go to schoooool.
Haish. Still deciding whether to represent sci department or mly dance.
Daaaamn. Mayb mly dance? Hmm.

Well, i'd already taken my madr reasults! Yes!
Haha. At last. Haai.
The reasults are;

Akhlak - 89/100
Tauhid - 82/100
Fiqeh - 99/100 :D
Sirah - 91/100

I think tauhid is the toughest.
The pprs consists of MCQ, some are 'essay question', some are 'thinking questions'.
So yea. Heh.

Gtg now!

WithLove,
Nadiah(:

2009-12-15T20:41:00.005+08:00

Heyy. Short update;
Had a busy weekend.
Will be having a gathering with primary sch friends next mon.
Unfortunately, couldn't attend 'cause of the counsellor training. :(
Mann, miss them aloot.
Especially, Anisah, Hidayu, Shanur, Fahmi, Rajiv, Ridwan, Radin, Danial etc etc.
Although i'd seen them before. Wth. Haaish.
Kay, next, i'm having a baaad 'slight' flu. Heh.
& stomach problems. Damnit. Acted as though i'm fine. Grr.
That's all fr nw.

"Love is unpredictable and, cruel.
It breaks off friendship with your most best of the best friends.
I realised, when 'friends' are lonely, they will look fr us.
Bt when their 'loved' ones are by their side,
they wouldn't even smile, or even, look at us.
Sometimes, i asked myself; am i a toy to them?
Are they my friends? Are they my 'original' friends?
Am i a good friend?
What's wrong with me.. I'd been fallen into their 'traps'.
Why am i being too nice to them. Damnit.
Thanks fr wht you'd done to me after what i'd done to you.
Monkey love? Hate it.
Hold yourself together! Goshh.
It's just the two of them.
And that particular person, these things isn't you.
Insaf..
Feelings unleashed.
Thank goodness."

With Love,
Nadiah(:

2009-12-10T12:34:00.002+08:00

Hey peeps.
Srry fr nt updating. Been totally busy these days and just too lazy to update.
Heh. Having stomach problems. Urgh. Hate it.
Mum and dad wanna send to me to hosp fr some therapy.
Bt i'm scared if have to get warded fr some reasons and get injected.
Eee. My oil is becoming my bestfriend ;p
Kay, whatever la. See first.

Yest, in the afternn, tried to cook some western cruisine.
My style. Ehem2. Haha. It turned out delicious though.
It's a pasta, mixed with this soup i made, add salt and pepper, some cheese
and cheese hotdog. Haha. Simple. Damnit. Heh.
At night, went out with my parents to Airport Terminal 2.
Had some drinks and some light meals at coffee bean. Walk2.
Intend to go to T3, bt i didn't feel good.
Felt like throwing up. Stomach ache worsened. Haish.
Reached home at 10.45pm. Watched America's Got Talent and went to sleep. Heh.

Oh yeah! I found out something abt my 2nd bro.
Ohhh, dlm diam2, ade gf rupenyer. Fuhh.
Unexpected. Wth. Haah.

WithLove,
Nadiah(:

2009-11-29T16:27:00.003+08:00

Hey guys! (:
Yesterday was extremely fun.
Went to town with Mum, Auntie and cousin for a shopping spree! Haha.
Easily spent $500 in one day. My goodness.
Felt awful fr mum although she did want to pay it all.

Mum and Dad has been in silence to each other fr five days now.
Urgh, hate it when they argue.
Peculiarly, this time, i'm even closer to mum.
Usually, when they argue, i would be closer to dad instead of mum.
Haiya. Kay, forget it.
Well tday brother gonna depart to KL at night.
Fr 1 week, i will not have any friends! :( Aside frm my family, relatives and friends. Hehe.

Yayy, many ppl have been asking me out lately, to kill our time.
Bt will just go few outings. Felt like resting this holiday.
I've been weak for the past few months.
My stomach is usually the main cause of it.
Found out, my stomach and liver are not too strong.
Haaaai..

Okay, gonna share you a story written by Amanda Chong Wei-Zhen, who won the
Commonwealth Essay Competition. I truly admire her writing skills.
I know it's long. Bt, bare with it okay? ;)

What the Modern Woman Wants... By Amanda Chong
Wei-Zhen

The old woman sat in the backseat of the magenta convertible as itcareened
down the highway, clutching tightly to the plastic bag on her lap,afraid it may
be kidnapped by the wind.
She was not used to such speed, withtrembling hands she pulled the seat
belt tighter but was careful not to touchthe patent leather seats with her
callused fingers, her daughter had warnedher not to dirty it, 'Fingerprints show
very clearly on white, Ma.'

Her daughter, Bee Choo, was driving and talking on her sleek silvermobile
phone using big words the old woman could barely understand.'Finance',
'Liquidation', 'Assets', 'Investments'... Her voice was crisp andimportant and
had an unfamiliar lilt to it.

Her Bee Choo sounded like one of those foreign girls on television. She was
speaking in an American accent. The old lady clucked her tongue in
disapproval...... 'I absolutelycannot have this. We have to sell!' Her daughter
exclaimed agitatedly asshe stepped on the accelerator; her perfectly manicured
fingernails grippingonto the steering wheel in irritation.

'I can't DEAL with this anymore!' she yelled as she clicked thephone shut
and hurled it angrily toward the backseat.. The mobile phone hitthe old
woman on the forehead and nestled soundlessly into her lap. She calmly
picked it up and handed it to her daughter..

'Sorry, Ma,' she said, losing the American pretence and switchingto
Mandarin. 'I have a big client in America . There have been a lot
ofproblems.'
The old lady nodded knowingly. Her daughter was big and important.

Bee Choo stared at her mother from the rear view window, wonderingwhat she
was thinking. Her mother's wrinkled countenance always carried thesame cryptic
look. The phone began to ring again, an artificially cheerfuldigital tune, which
broke the awkward silence.

'Hello, Beatrice! Yes, this is Elaine.' Elaine. The old womancringed. I
didn't name her Elaine.
She remembered her daughter tellingher, how an English name was very
important for 'networking', Chinese onesbeing easily forgotten.

'Oh no, I can't see you for lunch today. I have to take theancient relic to
the temple for her weird daily prayer ritual.'Ancient Relic. The old woman
understood perfectly it was referring to her. Her daughter always assumed that
her mother's silence meant she did not comprehend.'Yes, I know! My car seats
will be reeking of joss sticks!' The old woman pursed her lips tightly, her
hands gripping her plastic bag in defence.

The car curved smoothly into the temple courtyard. It looked almost garish
next to the dull sheen of the ageing temple's roof. The old woman got out of the
back seat, and made her unhurried way to the main hall. Her daughter stepped out
of the car in her business suit and stilettos and reapplied her lipstick as she
made her brisk way to her mother's side.

'Ma, I'll wait outside.. I have an important phone call to make,'she said,
not bothering to hide her disgust at the pungent fumes of incense.The old lady
hobbled into the temple hall and lit a joss stick, sheknelt down solemnly and
whispered her now familiar daily prayer to the Gods. Thank you God of the Sky,
you have given my daughter luck all these years. Everything I prayed for, you
have given her. She has everything a young woman in this world could possibly
want. She has a big house with aswimming pool, a maid to help her, as she is too
clumsy to sew or cook. Her love life has been blessed; she is engaged to a rich
and handsome angmoh man.Her company is now the top financial firm and even men
listen to what she says... She lives the perfect life.
You have given her everything except happiness. I ask that the gods be
merciful to her even if she has lost her roots while reaping the harvest of
success.

What you see is not true, she is a filial daughter to me. Shegives me a
room in her big house and provides well for me. She is rude to me only because I
affect her happiness.. A young woman does not want to behindered by her old
mother. It is my fault. The old lady prayed so hard that tears welled up in her
eyes.Finally, with her head bowed in reverence she planted the half-burnt
jossstick into an urn of smoldering ashes.

She bowed once more. The old woman had been praying for her daughter for
thirty-two years. When her stomach was round like a melon, she came to the
temple and prayed that it was a son. Then the time was ripe and the baby slipped
out of her womb,bawling and adorable with fat thighs and pink cheeks, but
unmistakably, a girl. Her husband had ticked and punched her for producing a
useless baby who could not work or carry the family name.

Still, the woman returned to the temple with her new-born girl tied to her
waist in a sarong and prayed that her daughter would grow up and have everything
she ever wanted. Her husband left her and she prayed that her daughter would
neverhave to depend on a man. She prayed every day that her daughter would be a
great woman, the woman that she, meek and uneducated, could never become. A
woman with nengkan; the ability to do anything she set her mind to. A womanwho
commanded respect in the hearts of men. When she opened her mouth to speak,
precious pearls would fall out and men would listen. She will not be like me, the
woman prayed as she watched her daughter grow up and drift away from her,
speaking a language she scarcely understood.

She watched her daughter transform from a quiet girl to one whoopenly
defied her, calling her laotu, old fashioned.... She wanted hermother to be
'modern', a word so new there was no Chinese word for it. Now her daughter was
too clever for her and the old woman wondered why she had prayed like that.
The Gods had been faithful to her persistent prayer, but the wealth and success
that poured forth so richly had buried thegirl's roots and now she stood
faceless with no identity, bound to the soil ofher ancestors by only a string of
origami banknotes.

Her daughter had forgotten her mother's value. Her wants were soephemeral,
that of a modern woman. Power, wealth, access to the best fashion boutiques and
yet her daughter had not found true happiness. The old woman knew that you could
find happiness with much less.When her daughter left the earth, everything she
had would count for nothing. People would look to her legacy and say that she
was a great womanbut she would be forgotten once the wind blows over, like the
ashes of burnt paper convertibles and mansions.

The old woman wished she could go back and erase all her big hopesand
prayers for her daughter now that she had looked out of the temple gates. She
saw her daughter speaking on the phone, her brow furrowed with anger and worry.
Being at the top is not good, the woman thought, there is only oneway to go from
there – down.

The old woman carefully unfolded the plastic bag and spread out apacket of
beehoon in front of the altar. Her daughter often mocked her for worshipping
porcelain Gods. How could she pray to them so faithfully andexpect pieces of
ceramic to fly to her aid? But her daughter had her owngods too, idols of
wealth, success and power that she enslaved to and worshipped every day of her
life.

Every day was a quest for the idols, and the idols she worshipped counted
for nothing in eternity. All the wants her daughter had would slowly suck the
life out of her and leave her, an empty souless shell at the altar.The old woman
watched the joss stick. The dull heat had left a teetering grey stem that was on
the danger of collapsing.

Modern woman nowadays, the old lady signed in resignation, as she bowed to
the east bone final time to end her ritual. Modern woman nowadayswant so much
that they lose their souls and wonder whey they cannot find it. Her joss stick
disintegrated into a soft grey powder. She met her daughter outside the temple,
the same look of worry and frustration was etchedon her daughter's face.

An empty expression, as if she was ploughing through the soil ofher wants
looking for the one thing that would sown the seeds of happiness. They climbed
into the convertible in silence and her daughter drove along the highway, this
time not to fast as she had done before.‘Ma,’ Bee Choo finally said. "I don't
know how to put this. Mark and I have been talking about it and we plan to move
out of the big house. The property market is good now, and we managed to get a
buyer willing to pay us seven million for it. We decided we'd prefer a
cosier penthouse apartment instead. We found a perfect one in Orchard Road ..
Once we move into our apartment, we plan to get rid of the maid, so we can
have more space to ourselves....."

The old woman nodded knowingly. Bee Choo swallowed hard. "We'd get someone
to come in to do the housework and we can eat out – but once the maid is gone,
there won't be anyone to look after you. You will be awfullyl onely at home and,
besides that the apartment is rather small. There won'tbe space. We thought
about it for a long time, and we decided the best thingfor you is if you moved
to a Home. There's one near Hougang – it's a Christian home and a very nice
one."

The old woman did not raise an eyebrow. I"ve been there, thematron is
willing to take you in. It's beautiful with gardens and lots of old people to
keep you company! Hardly have time for you, you'd be happier there." "You'd be
happier there, really." her daughter repeated as if to affirm herself.

This time the old woman had no plastic bag of food offering to cling
tightly to, she bit her lip and fastened her seat belt, as if it would protect
her from a daughter who did not want her anymore. She sunk deep intothe leather
seat, letting her shoulders sag and her fingers trace the white
seat.

Ma, her daughter asked, searching the rear view window for hermother. "Is
everything okay?
What had to be done, had to be done. "Yes" she said firmly,louder than she
intended, 'if it will make you happy,' she added morequietly.

‘It's for you, Ma! You will be happier there. You can move there tomorrow,
I already got the maid to pack your things.' Elaine said triumphantly, mentally
ticking yet another item off her agenda.'I knew everything would be fine.'
Elaine smiled widely; she felt liberated. Perhaps getting rid of her mother
would make her happier... She had thought about it. It seemed the only hindrance
in her pursuit of happiness. She was happy now. She had everything a modern
woman everwanted; money, status, career, love, power and now freedom without her mother and her old-fashioned ways to weigh her down......

Yes she was free. Her phone butted urgently, she picked it up and read the
message, still beaming from ear to ear. "Stock 10% increase."Yes, things were
definitely beginning to look up for her and while searching for the meaning of
life in the luminance of her hand phone screen,the old woman in the backseat
became invisible and she did not see her in tears.

2009-11-24T11:59:00.002+08:00

Hellooooooo.
Yayy. I finished the Eclipse like 2 and half days? Hahaha.
Now, waiting fr Amalia to reply me so that she cn pass me the Breaking Dawn. Grr.
Urgh, sooo bored la. Nothing to do. Haish.
Looking forward fr next week! (: Shoppingggg..

Ohh, i wanna know what's my madr results! Hishh..
Wanna get 1st position in level again. Hees.
Haiyaa, mayb ltr then collect luh.

Seriously, i have nothing to talk about since i'm just rotting in my hse.
Anyone wanna go out? Hehe.
I still have nt yet fullfill that boy's request in going out with him.
Hehe. Srry, i want to, bt at the same time, i don't want to.
Sooo freaking awkward la.
Nvm luh, let me think abt it. Heh.
Syahidah was like planning to spy on us if we were to go out
since i don't want to go with him alone.
Haha. What ever the plan is, still, i don't wanna go out with him.

Mann, i'm totally obsessed over twilight, new moon, eclipse and breaking daaaawn.
Haiyaaaa.

Anw, last Thursday, Ms Faizah asked if me and some other pupil, were to represent
the science department during CCA open hse.
So, i was like oh mann.
I needa represent mly dance also. Haishh.
Just hope that i will not be down fr counsellor dutyy.
Goshh, how i wish i have super powers so that i'll be able to represent both.
Grrr..

Cooool. Yet, terrifying.

WithLove,
Nadiah(:

2009-11-22T12:54:00.003+08:00

HELLOO!
Had loadx of fun yesterday! :D
Shouldn't say much.
Lazy to type. Haha.
Reached home at 12am.
Fuhhh.. I'm super bored now :(

Gtg. Needa finish up Amirul's Eclipse.
Finished reading New Moon in 2 days. Wooootz..
;D

Well, i would say, i'm imperfect.
I'm damn irritated.
Must i have a clone who would just want to copy all my attitude and actions?
Search for your own personality.
Don't act cool. Be yourself.
Watch your words.
'Cause you may not know that you might hurt
your friend's feelings although they may seem 'okay'.
These are my advice to you as i'm experiencing it now.

WithLove,
Nadiah(:

2009-11-17T20:13:00.005+08:00

Cheerios guys!!
Hahaha. Srry fr nt updating!
Reason;
1) Had NACLI camp. Woooootz.
2) Was busy doing something else.
3) LAAAAAZY! ;D

Well yea. Had soooo much things to talk abt bt my fingers are getting 'heavier'.
Hehe. NACLI was fun though.
Joined with two other schools ; Hougang Sec and Monfort Sec.
Did looooaaaaadx of fun activities.

Highlight of the camp are;
~Concert night. -Everyone went wild-
~Night walk with my beloved.
~Same room with my close friends. Heeees.
~Games such as Captain's ball.
~Basically, every minute of it.

Suppose to have hiking. FORTUNATELY, it rained. Haha.
However, did various exercise 145 times. Daaaaamn.
Super tired sey. Went home, i had muscle cramp.
For 3 freaking days! Haha.
Ever since the camp, this boy kept on messaging me.
Can't get over me huh? ;D Haha. Kiddinnnnnggg.
Asked me out just now, my heart went ZOOOOOOM..
So, told him next time then we plan 'cause now i'm totally busy. Hehe.

Tday Syahidah treat me Macdonaaaald! Wowwww..
Was sooo awkward la. Hehe.
Nevertheless, ThankYou Syahidah! HAHA.
Went to Masjid Alkaff.
Prayed Zohor. Waited for Asar also. Prayed again.
Somethings happened which are hilarious. Keep it to ourself. Hehe.

Tday is my brother's b'daaaaay! <3>
Happy birthday my dearest brother! (:

Sooo, here are the NACLI camp pics.
Most of the pics are My teammates. The Dynamic Dynamite!

I'm like the white angel in the middle. :D

Below here are my room. Nice right? (: It's air-conditioned..

View from my room at night. Not really clear. But it was beautiful.

Tday is Amalia's and Amirul's 5th Monthsary too! Whoaaaaa.

WithLove,
Nadiah(:

2009-11-07T21:36:00.003+08:00

Hello! (:
The vid in my previous post was funny.
Haha. Especially, the scared kid vid. Goshh ;D

Tday, after Zohor, went out with 1st bro to Bugis.
Attend this learning workshop.
We were 15mins late. Hehe.
Reached ard 2.15pm.
I think there were 15ppl in total who attended this Dr Earnest Wong workshop.
But, he's nt the one talking.
It was Peter Lau.

Then, he was like asking, who's still in secondary school.
Three of us raised our hands.
My eyes were wide opened when i saw this boy sitting at front row with his mum.
Whispered to my brother's ear, "OhMyGosh, that's my friend."
The boy is Kanza. -.- Haha. Small world. I know.
So yea, then, at ltr part, both of us realised that we're in the workshop. Heh.
Was kinda hilarious though.

Ard 4.30pm, walked at Bugis fr a while then went back.
Yayy, i just watched the 'Big Momma's house 2' movie on channel 5.
Anyone watched it? Hehe.
Kay, i'm starting to talk crap.
So yea, basically, i have nothing else to say (:

The Power of Nature~ Tornadoooo.

WithLove,
Nadiah(:

2009-11-06T20:15:00.002+08:00

NACLI camp is getting nearer! (: Hehe.
Can't wait.

Well, just nw, as usual, had my mly dance.
Did new steps which are freaking cool luh.
Got this one step whereby we need to roll, pose, roll, pose etc.
I still couldn't get that only steps on time. Haha.
Took my own sweet time to roll and pose while balancing my weight. Heh.
Then, forced my body to be a lil bit more flexible than usual.
When suddenly, my 'biggest' toe was quite 'displaced'.
Felt the piercing pain. Haish.
Stopped dancing fr a while and start massaging that toe of mine. -.-"
Thanks to the rest of the dancers fr waiting as i was trying to overcome the pain.
Haha. Next time, i will not force myself ever. Goshh.

Finished mly dance, accompanied Amalia in waiting fr Amirul.
Talked abt 'ehem' which made her startled. Haha.
Went home at 5.30pm.

Oh yea, tmr is Mahdhir's bday. Happy advanced bday to him.
This 'precious' wish will be his bday present ;)
Better than nothing. Hehe.

Wth. HAHAHA.

WithLove,
Nadiah(:

2009-11-05T15:26:00.006+08:00

Hey guys.
Still have lots of homework to finish up. Damn!
Eng, Mly, A maths and E Maths.
Thanks to Mr Te for letting me to hand in my A maths hw tmr. (:

Yest, was one of the most tiring days ever.
During Chem, was laughing with Pam when all of a sudden,
heard Mdm Haliza calling my name.
I was like totally confused when she said that i have to do task 9 experiment
'cause was absent at that time.
Coincidentally, i received my task 9 and she did mark.
Wth. Haha. After the lesson ended, walked up to her.
Then, she realised that she called the wrong person -.-"
Haiya.
Changed to my mly dance outfit and went to AVA.
Mostly, did the steps for 'Mulan'.
Taught some of juniors.
Seriously, my leg cramped, my foot hurts although did some warm up before beginning.

Reached home at 5.15pm.
Bathed, Prayed went to sleep.
7pm, woke up again, prayed then slept again.
Woke up at 9.30pm, ate, prayed and slept again. Haha.
Didn't do hw. My body just could not get up.
Haaai. Haha. So, that's how tired i was. Heh.

Tday, nothing much happened.
Kay, gtg now.
Needa finish up my homeworks! Bye! (:

As days goes by, i'm feeling weaker, physically. :(
Did anyone realise? Yes. A couple of my beloved ones.
I kept my heart strong and go through everything with smiles.
Help everyone as much as i'm able to.
I look at others, making them as the shining stars.
Inside me, there's dark clouds everywhere. Unbelievable..

WithLove,
Nadiah(:

2009-11-03T17:05:00.002+08:00

Yayy! Changed my layout. Fuhh. (:
Quite excited, yet abit unsatisfied. Haish.
Couldn't get the layout which really caught my attention.

Seriously, alot of things happened lately.
Yet, i couldn't put it into words.
Will tell you briefly. ;)

On Friday night, my first brother surprised me. *He bought his first car!* :D
Was like whoaaa.. Da nk kahwin luh katerkn. Cheyy.
Seriously, was a lil bit jelous. When's my turn to drive?? *winkwink*
It was nice though. Hehe.
Saturday, went to Malacca and then to Ayer Hitam.
Reached home ard 7.45pm.
Went out again to Airport T2 to eat at Swensen.
Abg treated the whole family and two of my closest relatives. (7ppl in all)
He would do anything (even to treat us. hehe.) so that he would be able
to surprise them. Hahaha.
Yea, went there using dad's and abg's cars. Grr.
Sunday, me and my bros went to a 'ceramah' with parents.
Madrasah over. Results will be out on either late Nov or early Dec.
Goshh, lamer sey nk kene tnggu.

Just now, after bridging lessons, went to concourse.
Was briefed about the NACLI camp next week.
Aaaaaarrhhhh, excited!
Can't wait.
Old times. Was extremely fun.

Ohh, found out my 'space' function on my phone was abit spoilt.
Urgh. Furthermore, yest, 4ppl were msging me at one time.
Really, had a difficulty.
They started msging me either at 5pm or 6pm.
At last, ard 10pm, gave up.
Ignored all of the msges received.
So yea, srry to those who text-ed me yest.
Hehe.

I realized something.
My posts are all, abit wordy.
So, i think, starting from now, i will post either a vid or pic
at the end of every post.
Here it is..
(Increase the volume)
Miracle bby.

WithLove,
Nadiah(:

2009-10-30T14:48:00.002+08:00

HELLO people. (:
Yayy, had mly dance. Wootz.
Happy uh. Fuhh. Can make my hand and body 'flexible' again. ;)
It started at 12.15pm. Bt came in 15mins late 'cause of counsellor meeting.
Did some exercises and warm up before beginning.
Refresh our memory on the steps. Heh.
Just so you know, we all have short term memory. Haha ;p
Danced, danced, danced.
My hand was abit 'kaku' at first, but as time goes by, i could get the hang of it.

Did some new steps for next yr's 'Mulan Musical'.
It's gonna be exciting. Aaaaaah.
I'm sure next yr, there will be a busy schedule.
Practices. Could still remember the days when i was involved in musical 2009.
Daaaamn. Stress sey.

Then, Break time!
Cikgu Marini ordered for us pizza. Mmmmm.. ;)
Continued dancing again.
This time, was so tired.
I think that these 2 dances is abit tougher and confusing
than the dances which i did before.
The dance more to balancing, carrying our own weight, being fast, etc.
Found out that we had 4 invitations from other schools to perform in their school.
Fuuuhh. Considered alot sey. But, it's good uh.
BNSS Mly dance is in demand. Cheyy ;)
BUT, our principal declined ALL the invitations.
Haiyo :(

So, just prepare ourselves with a dance if there were to be last minute invitation.
Next week, bridging lessons! Urghh.
It's like normal school days sey.
For 3 weeks!? Haaaish.
11-13, will not be coming. Yeaaah.
Will be having NACLI camp at Buona Vista.
Looking forward (:
However, will miss out 2 practtce of mly dance.
Important practices.
Afraid that i might be left far behind. Hai.

Tmr going to Malacca. Not last week luh.
Paisey. Thought last saturday. Heh.
Okaaay, my tummy i grumbling.
Needa make myself something to eat.
Home alone. Hehe.

WithLove,
Nadiah(:

2009-10-23T17:39:00.003+08:00

Hellooooo..
No school. E-learning day.
Urgh. Hate it.
Needa strain our eyes, reading, for like, hours.

Just started my e-learning. Hehe.
Aimed to finish everything tday since tmrw i'll be in Malaysia fr the whole day.
In the morn, woke up ard 8.30am by my 'annoying' brother. Haha. ;)
Woke up, bathed, and straight away studied fr my madr exam which is on Sunday.
Didn't have my breakfast.
Ate fr lunch and accompanied my mum to mosque fr her lesson at ard 2.30pm.
Reached home at 4pm.
Then, did this e-learning.

Ohh, yayy.
Dad top up my prepaid already.
Yess uh. Haha.
He's like a mind reader.
Kay, gtg. Still had loadx of things to do.
Will update soon.
Insyaallah (:

WithLove,
Nadiah(:

2009-10-22T20:22:00.004+08:00

School lessons tday were quite fun yet a lil boring.
Many of our tchs were either absent or down on duty for Sec4 SPA.
In fact, only Mr Te came in for both Maths.
My maths seriously needa buck up.
Urghh, kinda disappointed abt my results.
Bt then, abit happy as i did improved.
What happened to my usual As and Bs?? & sometimes, C.
Haaaai. Must preservere.

Let's change topic.
After school, Amalia asked if i were free to help out in the Sec1 interview
due to lack of manpower.
Helped to 'babysit' the Sec1s.
There were this malay boys who were mostly frm the Normal stream,
keep on talking craps. Goshh..
Ended the interviews at 5.30pm.
Stayed with Amalia, Amirul all till 6pm.

Now, i'm studying fr my last madr exam ppr.
Saturday, going to Malacca fr jemputan.
Then to Ayer Hitam to buy things fr Abang's wedding.
All in one daaaay. Yess uhhhh... (:
Ohh yea, srry to those who i didn't reply just now.
Prepaid is running low. So, just call me through my house phone, 67________. ;)

I kept on denying things like ......
Because, i felt that it is impossible to happen.
Although, sometimes, i do feel that what they said, may be true.
However, i'm not good enough.
We are all imperfect.

WithLove,
Nadiah(:

2009-10-21T20:06:00.008+08:00

Hello people!
After school went to Singapore Discovery Centre.
Can say, exciting and interesting luh.
Especially the first activity, 'Kilat Quiz.'
Asked regarding Olympics.
Syahidah volunteered and represented 3D. Cheyy.. Hahaha.
Ohh yea, did a telepathy on Saiful.
Failure luh. -.-.. Daaaamn. Haha.
Nevermind, beginners. Cheyy.
Yea, the other person who also knew the secret behind it, is Syahidah.
Secrets okay!?

Break time. Whoaa, by the time, my tummy was grumbling.
Toured ard the centre after that.
There's this show regarding bomb attack.
Fuhh, startled out my life. Goshh.
I met MrGeorge just now.
Amazing. Technology nowadays. Grr..

Ended at 5.15pm.
In bus, i was extremely sleep.
Okay, not extremely la. Bt quite.
Still, sleepy.
Now, i am sleepy.
Stop it with 'sleepy' eh Nadiah.
Haha. Hai..

Jerry, what you are doing is extremely wrong.
I wanted to tegur you, but i don't knw how to.
Money an what you are doing, wouldn't help you a single bit when world is at end.
Combination of malay and eng. Hehe.
Woohooooo...

Ehk, it's already 8.30pm.
Got a show to catch. Hehe.
See you tmr(if) at side gate (i think?)
Haha.

WithLove,
Nadiah(:

2009-10-20T19:39:00.006+08:00

Addicted to Justin Bieber's My Favourite girl song luh.
Who introduced it to me eh? Hah.
Nice right? Grrr.. *Check the vid in my previous post if you're not sure what i mean*

Just now went to NgeeAnnPoly for Engineering week open house.
Dad was like, 'Wahh. Bagos. Blh jad cm Ayah nnt kalau da besar.'
I'm definitely NOT gonna be an engineer. Nooooo way!

When we were going to our seats, a boy frm i don't know which school stopped me
& asked, "Dik, org kt blakang nk mintak nombor."
ADIK!? Goshh. Tk tahu malu punye org.
I think the guy is either Sec3 or 4 and his skin tone is fuhh, white.
Syahidah behind me were like smiling and giggling. Thanks uh.
Ignored him and just kept walking. *Cheyy* HAHA.
The worse thing about the 'open house' would be the loooooong speech.
Ms Lenny slept! Hahaha. Cute.
Syahidah and i were laughing regarding ALOT of things, all the way,
trying to make us awake.
Yea, laughed here and there.
Admire the dance performances made by the three couples.
Fuhh, fabulous!
The first and the last couple were gorgeous.

Went back to school.
On the way, me and Syahidah became craaaazy again.
Disturbed Khalilah ABIT only. Hehe.
Video taped each other with no reason.
Acted as if we were some kind of news reporter. Haha.
Anyone watches the Legend Of The Seeker?
(:

WithLove,
Nadiah(:

Tom&Jerry, Mickey&Goofy&Donald, TheThreeMasketeers, Lilo&Stitch..
There's meaning to it. If you knw what i mean.
Kn Syahidah & Khalilah? Haha. :D

2009-10-19T20:03:00.003+08:00

Cheerios guys! ;)
My blog is currently.. DEAD! Heh.
Just lazy to update even though i have the free time. Heh.
So yea, enlighten this blog abit by updating.
Tday will be the last day of the so called 'holiday'.

Friday was fun yet abit stressed up abt time management.
Had jalan raya with my class. Met 12pm.
Khalilah, Syahidah and me were the last to arrive. Hehe.
Dared Mahdhir to wear my heels & walk in public.
Why? Simple. The pain was extremely a killer. Grr. Haha.
Whoaa, Adil's lil sister has the same name as mine.
Cooool. Common ;)
Ended jalan raya at 12.10am?
11.45pm, called my daaad to take me, Syahidah home.
& oh, asked him to send khalilah meet her father.
Ironically, mum and dad didn't lecture for being extremely late.
They keep on asking how fun was it and what happened, all that stuff.
Too tired to take bus home.
Reached home ard 12,50am..
Overall, the jalan raya was fun yet for the first time, tiring.

Saturday morn, after prayer, parents asked if wanna follow them to Johor.
Yea right, i could barely open my eyes!
Went back to sleep and woke up at 1.30pm. Hah.
Sorry Syahidah, tk jad with our plan.
Remembered that i'm having madr exam. Hehe.
The rest of the day, just study and rot at home.

Sunday morn, dad asked to jog with him ard neighbourhood before going to madr.
-.-"
Went to madr at 8am.
Did the ppr and went back home.
Went to jemputan with parents.
The rest of the time, just slack ard.
Goshh, how bored could the day be.

Well, tday did some shopping in the morn.
Dad flashbacked abt my late grandmother.
Sad uhh.. Tears rolled down my cheeks. Heh.
The rest of the day, same as yest.
SLAAACK.
BOOOOOREEED..

Taylor Swift is freakingly my idol. Hahaha.
Country music...
Justin Bieber is the same age as us and he's in love with Taylor Swift.
Goshh. Nevertheless, he's kinda cute and sweet. :D
Taylor Lautner is hot. Extreme heat ;p

Justin Bieber did a song for Taylor Swift!
Aaaaah. Sweet kaaaan?~ Although he's quite, umm, 'young'. HAHA.

WithLove,
Nadiah(:

2009-10-12T16:32:00.004+08:00

SORRYYY FR NOT UPDAAATING. ;D
Exaaaams. Urgh!
2 More days. Hehe.

My Dearest Atiqa!
I'm sooooo sorry that i didn't wished you during your bday!
Was messed up with yours and my other friend's bday.
Furthermore, it was during exam periods. So yea, forgotten abt your bday.
:( SORRY taaaau. Heh. Will make up with you some other days.
I know it's quite late, but, nevertheless, Happy 15th belated bday! :D
May you be blessed by Allah & have a bright and 'nourishing' future.

WithLove,
Nadiah(:

2009-09-11T21:16:00.001+08:00

How sad to see people who have faces but with no heart.
How sad to have people who look down on others.
How sad to see people having to think that those, who thinks they're cool, are cool.
How sad to have people who doesn't realise that our lives on Earth is not forever.
How sad to see people who are 'cheap'?
How sad...

What's wrong with me?! Damn. HAHA.
Goshh. I just feel like doing something which i can't right now.
I just wanna do this and that but didn't finish up things which are more important.
Just hopped to other people's blog.
Sometimes, all these relationships reminds me of the pasts.
Bad and Naughty ones to be precise.
Why did i slack during the early of this year?! Mann.
Regrets washed all over me.
IF i hadn't slack, i would be in full of relief by now.
GRR..

2nd post of the day.
I KNOW! Hahaha.
Rare for me to post a 2nd post nowadays.
HMM, I'M SUPERBLY BORED!
Entertain me pleaaaase? Anyone?
HAH.
I'm planning two suprises in two occasions fr my two beloved ones.
But, needa do a second thought on it.
I'm running out of ideaaaaaas.

Horror movies gives me the creeps.
Abaaaaang, cepat balik! Heh.
I wanna go MasjidTaqua.
Dad is not at home. Grr.
LailatulQadr (: Haha.

WithLoves,
Nadiah(:

2009-09-11T17:29:00.002+08:00

HELLO!! :D
See! I still keep my promise. ;p
Heh. Urghh, another how many days to sch reopens.
Time flies. Goshh.
I wanna go out with Kakak Nur! HAHA.
Supposedly, tday go out with her to Parkway Parade to buy aunt's bday card.
& walk ard there.
But, told her that i couldn't go 'cause still have loadx of hws! Hah.
Last 4 days, i'd been going out. Haish.

Monday
Syahidah came to my hse at 12.30pm.
Prayed Zohor and off we walked to bus stop.
Took 8. Dropped at i-don't-knw-where busstop.
Waited for that freaking bus 151. Waited like 20mins.
Was already 2.20pm! 3pm needa reach NgeeAnnPoly.
So yea, text-ed Phet asked if we cn come in quite late.
Then blah blah blah, told me that the journey would be 1hr.
Wth. Haha. Took cab instead.
Luckily mum gave extra money. Hah.
Reached there ard 2.40pm.
Walked up to the lab.
Ended at 5.30pm. Took 154 to Eunos.
Upon reaching there, both of us RAN(semangat) to MasjidDarulIman(or Aman?) HAHA.
'Cause da 6.45pm. Lum solat asar. Haha. Semangat uh kte.
Prayed Maghrib as well.
We broke fast at this acrooss the road restaurant.
Ate spaghetti balaoignes(if the spelling is correct), garlic bread.
Ard 8pm, took 60. Reached my hse at 8.45pm. Grr.

Tuesday
Woke up late. Overslept! -.-
Didn't go to hist lesson. Haha.
But did go to Maths lesson.
Fuhh, i was like forcing my eyes to open.
12.45pm, went home!! & slept! Again. Haha.

Wednesday
Did some housechores in the morning.
Didn't go to Maths lesson.
Agaaain, woke up quite late. Hehe.
Afternoon, went Bedok and met Kakak Nur.
Went to libr, watsons then my greandma house.
Had marvellous time. Kn kakak!? Hahaha ;D
at 5pm, went home.

Thursday
I know it's just yesterday, but i forgot what i did!
Hehehe.

TAGS REPLIED! ;
`Kakak Nur~ Daaaa updaaaate ;p HAHA.
`Atiqa~ Huh? Psl ape uh? Aku tk fhm ape jad mase bace your tagboard.
Anw, sorry tk reply your sms that day. Was busy.
`Chu Kun~ HELLOOOOOO! (:

WithLove,
Nadiah(:

2009-09-04T20:07:00.002+08:00

Hey Dudes&Dudettes!
Will be a reaaaally short post.
I'm updating 'cause people asked me to do so
especially My ATIQA
HAHAHAHA, Seriously, busy luh nk post nwadays.
Will post more next wk!
I Promise! Grr. Hahaha.

WithLove,
Nadiah(:

2009-08-30T20:11:00.001+08:00

In the morn, felt extremely hyper.
And now, extremely confused. Grr..
Was lucky that i made the decision of not wanting to be CCA ldr
'Cause, being a hse ldr and counsellor has made me gone pretty maaad ;p
Haishh.

Tmr, having hse ldr duty, and at the same time, counsellor duty.
Maaaak i. At first, hse ldr needa wear hse ldr t-shirt, but nw change to YOG shirt
but still needa bring hse ldr shirt. Huhh.
Then, PatJon just text-ed me that i needa attend tmr's important forum with guest-of-honour
and needa wear counsellor shirt.
However, still unsure with which session i must attend. Haaai.

Didn't go mosque tday. Mum is having some backbone pains.
Ohh wells.
Just nw, had madrasah.
Reached there quite late. Haha.
Couldn't wake up sey. Grr.
Didn't study, but had this 'forum' with ustazah.
Before the forum even start, ustazah called me out of the class.
Thought that i'm in trouble sey for doing err, i-don't-know-what.
Ustazah: Nadiah, nnt Forum ade sesi soal jawab. Sekiranya kalau tiada org hendak tanye, blh tk awak yg tanye.
*I was like freaking blank. Hah*
Just said yes and she gave a question which is, "Adakah puase kita batal kalau kita memakai solekan?"
Upon knowing what i'm suppose to ask, in my heart was just saying,
"Alamak. Bagi soalan cm kinda bdh. Mestilah tk batal. Haiyaaa." Haha.
Seriously uh. Just nodded.
Wth! Outta many ppl, she chose me?! -.-

During the forum, i was just thinking of what question which i reaaaally don't know as to replace the
question that she gave me.
Came out of this quest,'Will our fast break when a girl which has no relation to the boy,
touches his shoulder which is covered with cloth(shirt)?'
THEN, suddenly there's no sesi soal jawab due to time constraint.
Haaaish. I reaaaally wanna knw the answer.
Nehhmind then. Next wk then ask. Haha.

After that, took bus 60 and went bdk inter.
Met Syahidah and we went to bdk libr. Loaned 2 books.
Syahidah didn't loan anything. Just accompanied me there. Hehe.
Went to NTUC. Bought some things and went to grandma's hse nearby.
My beloved kakak sdare was there. Hehe.
Chat-ed about manyyy things.
Was kinda funny,
& Ouhk! I accidentally told her what kind of bday present i'll give her.
Oh mann! HAHA.
...
Me: Lps beli kasut nadiah ngn beg ibu nadiah je, kte gy beli kakak nye beg.
Kakak Nur: Huh? BAG?
I was like, Ohh nooo! Was suppose to say the word 'present' and
NOT the word 'bag'. GOSHH! Haha.

So yea, ard 4.30pm, went back home.
Haaai. What a, umm, 'hectic' day.

WithLove,
Nadiah(:

2009-08-28T20:51:00.002+08:00

Was looking thrugh pictures in certain websites.
And this picture made me like... Whoaa.

HAHA.
Yes uhh. Esk dpt terawih lagyy.
Felt like doing terawih nowadays.
Masjid Taqua beb. Hees.
It seems that, since i was young, my parents brought me and my brothers there.
Grow there. Love there. Heh :p

Goshh. I'm getting shorter! Urghh.
Gotta be kidding me. 157cm?!
1cm shorter that the previous one! Haishh.
Add up 2kg to my weight -.-
Grr. Now da 47kg. Haiyoo.
Gotta lose weight! I know that it's kinda nonsence. Haha.
Even Syahidah and Amalia was like, "Huh?! Kau da kurus, nk lose weight lagy?!"
HAHA. Yeaa luhh. Not my original weight okaaay.
Amalia is scaring me that this will be my 'permanent' height. -.-"
:D

WithLove,
Nadiah(:

2009-08-27T20:39:00.000+08:00

I'm elated.
I'm still wishing for it to come true.
Faithful. Is one of the key to unlock it.
Wishing stars..

Currently listening to Lips of an angel by Hinder.
WithLove,
Nadiah(:

2009-08-26T20:25:00.001+08:00

Yo! ;)
Whoaa, tday tired uhh.
Extremely, Tremendously tired.
In the morn, felt sooo sick.
Thought of not going sch, but just did.
I would rather go to school than staying at home, BORED. HAH.
However, didn't have the mood to talk to anyone.
At this point of time, i needa my own space.
Don't know why. Even hadn't talk much with closest friends.
Heh.

I realised something tday.
Someone just want to be like me?!
Seriously luh, be your own self and i will be the happiest girl on earth. ;p
Wouldn't say much luh. Bulan Ramadhan. (: Patience.

Last period was malay. After that, went off to toilet and change to hse ldr shirt.
Went to Music Room.
Had this ACERS Day workout practice. Kickboxing!!
My goshh! HAHA, funny watching us and our reactions in the mirror.
Especially Nabil! HAHA. :D
I was like, doing kickboxing while laughing all the way till my stomach hurts.
All PE tch was there to witness the practice.
2 teachers took our video during practice. Wth! Haha.
Mr Vicknesh!! Grr ;)
Oh, oh, oh! The instructor who teached was italian or french i think.
Was told fireblaze hse ldrs will assist the lower sec in indoor sports hall.
Alermaak. Why? After ACERS day workout then it will be Sec1 floorball FINALS.
Haiyo.

Ard 3.30pm, went home.
Did this and that, slept for a whole 1 hours.
Woke up, break fast. Hees.
Now, currently blogging and reading some poems.
Urghh, gotta finish up Bio homework.

WithLove,
Nadiah(:

2009-08-24T20:21:00.000+08:00

Hello ppl!
I'm baaack. HAHA.
Having such hectic days fr the past AND next few days. Grr.
Gonna post anyway. Had loaaadx and loaaadx of test last wk.
That's why hadn't been blogging.
Well for next few days, will be busy with;
1) YOG thingy
2) House Ldr Acer's day practice workout
3) Mly dance preparation for performances
4) Hse Ldr duty
5) Counsellor duty
6) Upcoming remaining tests
7) Homewoooorks! Hah.

Tday, i was like laughing throughout. :D
Only Syahidah and Khalilah knows why *winkswinks*
Especially that Syahidah. Haha, Taaaating.
After school, YOG thing.
Wahh, searched Mr Lee all ard sch but at last, he's in sci lab.
Haiyaaa. 5.35pm, bought Mum and bro some deserts for break fast.
During the YOG thing, mum was like sms-ing, calling me to buy cakes.
Grr. HAHA.
Speaking of breaking fasts,
Selamat Berpuasa dan Menyambut Bulan Ramadhan!
Hehe.
&& CONGRATULATIONS to my dear 2nd bro for graduating from NgeeAnnAcademyOfFineArts on Saturday.
Cheyy. Da pn dpt diploma. Alhamdulillah. Haha.
Me and my first bro was like trying to get tickets to get in the Convention Hall to witness the ceremony.
Parents had confirmed tickets. Grr.
After ceremony, took pics here and there using abg's camera. Haha.
Haaai. Niiiice.

Kay, gtg now! Needa start finishing up homeworks!
Assalammu'alaikum (:
Adios.
Sawadikap? HAHA.

2009-08-14T15:57:00.002+08:00

Urghh!
There's a limit to my patience and just now, it was at the edge of my limit.
Grr. Patience. Haaai.
Thought teasing with someone i hate most is fun? No it's not okay.
It hurts baaadly. What if other ppl mislead? Wouldn't it be a big commotion?
ARGH! Irritated uh tday.

Except for after school. Had Malay dance at 1pm.
Danced all the waaaay.
Baek uhh. Wonder when and who we will dance to.
Selected ones get to dance. Yeaaaaaaa. ;) Hehe.
After a few minutes, had a break.
Went canteen and bought green tea.
Relieved after drinking. Heh.

3pm finished.
Fathin asked to lepak with her.
Rejected. Tired luh beb. Haha. & i hadn't been lepak-ing fr a loooong time.
Needa start bucking up.
Then...
Mum asked me to meet her at masjid to carry kurma.
Kurma stakat brape boxes pn suro org dtng. Da la ade bnyk bnde kt tngn.
Pakai baju PE shirt ngn skirts gy sane? Ishh.
So yea, told her i'd loadx of things to carry.
Went straight back home. Slack fr a while.
& now, blogging.
Tmorrow, Syahidah asked me to go to walkathon to support her mum's work.
Thought wanna go. But got madr sports day ler.
Itu pn tk sure nk gy ker tk. Loadx of test sey next week!
Haish.

WithLove,
Nadiah(:

2009-08-13T18:29:00.000+08:00

Today was extremely tired.
Maths.Maths.AMaths.ML.ML.AMaths.Recess.Eng.Eng.Eng.Phys.Phys.
But overall, fun also luh.
Maths and AMaths, did worksheet. Malay was quite boringg.
Recess, ate cheese hotdogs and drank Peach Tea. Syahidah was fasting. *evil laugh*
Hehe! Well, she allowed me to eat infront of her. Sooo yea.
English, at first, thought that it's gonna be dull. Guess i was wrong.
Had some fun. Did some puzzles and designed our group name.
It was that two boys idea to have the name of, "Sun On A Beach".
Me and Weilun was soooo against it luhhh. Ish..
Physics, my goshh! Exhaustion came about.
I was like forcing my eyes to open and wake me up a lil. Haaaaaai.

2pm, Joey and me walked out of the class first since we're late fr hse ldr duty.
Couldn't attend meeting about the games thingy.
Truthfully, dragged my legs to the indoor sports hall.
Changed to shorts and hse ldr shirt.
Boys was at the level 1 court whereas the girls was in 2nd level.
Ben, Danish and Melissa started their duty already. Hah.
Did abit of duty in the boy's game.
Most of time, went up tp girl's court to do the duty.
Took all of their attendance, instructed them and announced the scores. Grr..
Mr Pang bought us cheese hotdog in bread and 100plus.
Danish, me and Melissa were eating infront of the rest. Haha.
Made Mr Vicknesh jelous! Nyahaha.

Finished the games till quarter finals at about 5pm. Fuhh. At last sey.
My Sec 1C went in semi. Wootz.
Was in charge of their class for their Sec1 Orientation '09. ;D
So yea, had a short briefing saying there's meeting again next mon.
Finals will be 31Aug or 1st Sept.
Urghh. Duty agaaaain. Fasting. Must physically be prepared.
Ini je da haus cm ape. Fuyohhh. ):

Looking forward fr tmrw! Malay Dance beb.
Baek uh. Hehe.
Kay, wanna do homeworks before attracted with the bed.
Heh. Buhbye.
Mum singing her voice out -.- Help me! ;p Haha, kidding.

WithLove,
Nadiah(:

2009-08-13T18:21:00.001+08:00

HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY TO MY DEAREST AMALIA! Hahaha.
Whoaa, see how time flies? Grr. Last yr's condition was totally different
from this yr.
HAHA. I'm sure she's happy with this yr *winkswinks* (:

2009-08-12T18:37:00.001+08:00

Tags replied:
`atiQa~ Haha. Yupyup. Girl, that day what happened?
`Kakak Nur~ It's okay. Anyway Nadiah yg tk contact pe. Nk surprise. Hehe.
Tkpe luh. Next time je kay ?(:
`mAhDHir~ First2, aku tk fhm ape kau bbl luh. HAHA. Kay tkpe. Bye. & aku tk fhm ape
yg 'tk'. :p

Helloooooo.. Hees.
Hadn't been blogging, online and even text much.
Haish.

Sooo, there's a couple highlights for the day;
1) Morning, -Confidential-. Haha.
2) Lesson, realised something.
3) Recess, someone 'confessed'. -.-
4) After school, had malay oral.

Yea, that's just a summary of what happened.
Didn't attend fireblaze meeting 'cause of oral.
Meeting about tmrw's duty for lower sec competition. Haaai..
Needa wear house leader shirt. Grr.
I'll not be able to attend this YOG meeting tmrw that's about the games fr Sec1.
24th and 25th August. Hishh.
Tai Chin and me was appointed by Mr Lee(i think) to be overall in charge under sci games.

Well, oral was taken by Cikgu Shana. Was super shakened up during malay lesson.
Scaaary. Stared into blank space, when waiting for my turn.
Many things ran across my head. Sempat eh Nadiah. Hah.
However, still think about some mly words that's related with the passage.
Reading part was terrific. Conversation part, i screwed up except for last quest.
Found out that Syahidah and Fatin had same reaction as mine during conversation.
Haha. First quest, my mind went totally blank.
I was like, "errrr.. Hahaha. hmmmm. ape eh." Haha.
Gave alot of points which only consists of some relevant points.
Last quest i managed to nail it down.
Except for this one word which i knw in english but not in mly. Haha.
Haiyaaa. Nehhmind luh. Fortunate that the marks is not considered in results.

Syahidah enlightened me too much today till i was totally blushed. HAH.
Rabaaaaaak.
Had great time tday. Wootz. (:
Happy moooooood.
Adios!

WithLove,
Nadiah(:

2009-08-07T18:41:00.002+08:00

I walked pass someone just now.
At first, i thought that person looking was just some other guy looking around at me.
When i suddenly realised that he was staring at me.
It was close. Face-to-face but a few metres away.
When i had walked pass him, i turned to see who was that.
And it was you. Goshh. I'm sorry that i had lied to you and block you frm messanger.
You are not the one. I can't go out with you.
'Cause it is perfectly close now.
Live with independence.
It is Grreat. I know you will not suffocate.
My only best friend will know who i'm referring to. (:

2009-08-07T18:11:00.000+08:00

Today half-day school luh sey. Hees.
The parade was awesome.
Syahidah! Spotted your mistake! HAHA ;p
Went back home, changed, directly went to sleeeeep.
Felt kinda tired and sleepyyyy. Urgh. Don't know why.
Mum woke me up at 2pm. Did so, changed again and went out with her
to Masjid and listened the ceramah. Kinda funny uh the Ustazah.
Listening while text-ing Syahidah and Kakak Nur. Haha.

4pm, went back home, ate Nasi Ayam that dad bought.
Watched tv, did some washing of clothes, and now, blogging.
Dad gonna treat us Swensen fr dinner. Yes uh! Hees.
Tmrw, mum said she'll bring me to Orchard for shopping!
Excited!!! (:
Hope Kakak Nur will be able to join in tmrw.
Hahha. Currently, home aloone.
1st bro, just went out fr his police NS duty.
2nd bro, went to Pulau Tekong fr his army NS.
Both parents, went out to search i don't knw what fr 1st bro's wedding next yr.
Nyahaha :p
BORED!!

WilthLove,
Nadiah(:

2009-08-04T16:24:00.001+08:00

Yuhuuuu! Hahha. Kay, Crazy!
Today, i can't tell it is one of my happiest day or one of the 'worst' day.
Haiyaa.
Happy? 'Cause, my moyang's boyf brightened up my day!
And guess what! Had forms for NACLI camp!
3D2N! Baek uhh.
If anyone don't know wth it is, nehhmind (:
The last time we stayed there was like, last yr.
Gerek oi! Games, activities, Foooood, Stay till in the morn talking craps with friends.
Haha. Even sneaked out to see the skies and explore around the area at night before light's out.
Err, 10pm i think. Buona Vista.
Wootz. The area is surrounded with somehow like a 'forest'. Hees.
When Amirul gave the forms to me and Mahdhir, we were like kinda startled and elated at the same time.
Till made Ngee Hung jelous. HAHA.
Grr. Can't waaaait! I even can't wait for fasting! (:
Another thing that made me happy was having most of the answers for Physics the same with Amirul.
Nyahaha! Why?
'Cause i'm unsure with my answers. Grrrrrr.

Worst day? Hmmm...
Gotta say i'm sad for Syahidah.
Lost her new phone sey. 4 days old.
Tried to retrieve back but to no success.
Ouhkaaaay, seems that my compose thing is back to normal.
But lazy to edit lerr. Haha.
Wokay, gtg now.
Homeworks!! (:

WithLove,
Nadiah(:

2009-08-02T21:13:00.002+08:00

Urghh!! Pp8 expired! Damnit! Hahh.
Sorry for not replying for those who text-ed me.
:D
Currently, listening songs through 98.7. Haha.
Syahidah saw Hydir Idris sey! Cheyy.
Suker uh dier. Haha!

Just now, Ustazah talked about cinter bukan dlm agama kte, 'our enemies' yg nk hancurkn agamer kte
and more luh til termasok psl coca cola.
She asked us to amek tin coca cola and see the reflection in the mirror.
Ade arabic words which says something.
Mknernye tiada muhammad dan tiada _____? I forgot.
The arabic word is makam.
Product? America.
For your info. Thought of trying it out and see for myself.
First in mdrasah class beb! Hees. Suke, Suke, Suke!
Anyway, did some reflection about my feelings towards love

"I loved to be in love.
I loathe to be in love.
I keep on denying that i'm in love 'cause love is my fear.
Love is a BIG word.
How about, like? Perfect."

WithLike?, ;D
Nadiah(:

2009-08-01T15:35:00.003+08:00

HeyHey..
Didn't blog much these days.
Barely touch the computer switch. Hah.
Sooo, yesterday went school.
Early in the morning, felt dizzy. Didn't feel like going to school.
But at last, did go luh.
1st period, had PE. Fun? Can say la.
Funny thing happened. :D
Followed by English. By then, my face was extremely pale.
Lips were dried. Goshh. Felt like throwing up.
That whooole looong 2 period, just kept quiet.
At times, still join in the jokes shared by Ngee Hung and Mahdhir.
Hahh. Mepek ;p
Then, A maths. Oh, Oh, Oh! Passed my test! (:
Learned about cosine graph.
Had 1 period of bio followed by recess.
Then Malay. Haishh.
Quite disappointed luhh that my group couldn't record video.

Finished school at 12.30pm and met dearest Fathin outside her class. Drank in canteen and changed to tight slacks for Mly dance.
Erghh. At lastt! Get to dance agaain! Heh!
Took temp. and was 37.4.
Mdm Aishah was like,"Huh?! Ouhkay. It's okay it's okay. Relax. Haven't reach yet."
Shocked by her sudden startlinh voice. Haha.
Did ronggeng. Nice luhh. Only 13 ppl including me turned up.
Hand was abit stiff at first but managed to get the flow of the beats and dance steps.
Dance is Freedom babe! :D
2.50pm, stopped dancing.
Prepared to go home.
Needa wait till 3pm, then can be released.
While waiting, tch was like saying, "must be 2m apart!" continuously.
Seriously luhh, no use what. It's an air-conditioned room -.-
Hai.. Nehhmind.

Back then during performance in Swiss Hotel. Was extremely fun luhh. Danced till nearly to midnight. Hehe ;)

Took these with old phone. Heh.
Ther's still lots of pics and some vids of the performance.
But, will upload other time.
Hehe.

Urghh. Kay, have to continue with my homeworks.
Will update soon.

WithLove,
Nadiah(:

2009-07-24T15:16:00.004+08:00

Makk! Blogger thing maseh problem pe.
Haiyaaa. Nehhmind.
Thought, test period is over, but sadly, it's still on till next week. Ergh!
Madrasah got test summore. ):

Yesterday, after school, Syahidah came to my house to cook baked rice. Haha!
The result of the baked rice was not bad at all. Hee.
Mum made Tiramisu as well. Grr. :D
At night, mum and dad went to Donut Empire to buy some donut. Yummyyum!
Ate Typhoon Oreo and Choz O' Latte. Heh.
Watched Prison Break! Goshh.
Cried sey during the part Michael Scofield died.
Haha, Hai.. Handsome nyerrr ;p

Today, didn't have CCA.
Was extremely tired sey.

Gotta go now.
Studyyyy! Haaaaish..

WithLove,
Nadiah(:

2009-07-21T16:10:00.003+08:00

Herlo! (:
Hadn't been blogging for the past how many days. Hah.
Okaay, blogger freakingly pissing me off.
Something wrong with this 'compose' thing.
Anyways, will tell briefly what were some of the highlights happened to me for the past few days.

Saturday, 9.58am woke up. Was really shock lerr since
Amalia is coming to my house at 10am.
Tex-ed her and found out that she's waiting for her daddy to send her. Fuhh.
So yea, bathed and she came.
Did mly homework and talk craps together.

On Sunday, after madrasah, straight away went to Tamp mall to catch Harry Potter and the half-blood prince movie with Syahidah.
Watched the 12.30pm slot.
Sat between Syahidah and this mly teenage girl.
The cinema was full sey! Goshh.
There was the part when Dumbledore died. Urgh ):
That part, i heard the cries of the girl beside me -.-
Haha! Till the end of the movie sey! Haiyaa.
Overall, it was still a thumbs up fer me. Heh.

This week seriously have loooaaadx of tests!
Soo, cannot blog daily. Haishh.
Today supposedly to have Racial Harmony celebration.
This year is the most boring one ever. Had nothing much happened.
Could not wear own clothes. Damnit. Hai.
Nehhmind. Still, had tremendous funny time hearing Ms Faizah's stories.
Exciting. Grr. Hah.

I dreamt about ____ and is still bothering me. Goshh.
Seriously, gotta to. Needa study! D;

WithLove,
Nadiah(:

2009-07-17T18:18:00.003+08:00

Heylo People!! :D

Today's lessons all were quite boring sey! Haiyaa.

Took Bio test! Goshh!

The things which i didn't study, came out in the test. :(

Especially the question about smoking! If i were to study, can easily score marks sey!

1st MCQ questions, it's about what the yeast gives out during anaerobic respiration.

Chose carbon dioxide and water as answer.

When it was recess, some of my friends said it was carbon dioxide and alcohol.

(Spoke in malay)

Me: Ehk, what's your answer for question one?

Syahidah: Carbon dioxide and alcohol. You??

Me: Huh?! Got that in one of the choices?!

Syahidah: Yeaa, correct what.

Me: Huh?!! Serious?!! Wth!! I didn't see that ans in one of the choices sey! Seerious arnot?!?

Syahidah: Yeah. ................

Blah blah blah, on we talked.

Wth!! If were to see that, i'd already choose that as the answer sey.

Haaaish. Recess, were quite down because of that two questions.

Ohh well, what's over is over.

Okayy, haven't solat yet. Haha.

Gotta goooo.

Will read a book called "Love Cheat".

Hah. Storyline, quite interesting.

Needa finish reading it Faaast!

My two moyang wanna borrow it.

HAHA.

Oh! Oh!, Today's someone's 2nd month Anni luhh!

Last Long aye!

Moyang, da wish you tk?

Haha!

WithLove,

Nadiah(:

2009-07-16T19:59:00.002+08:00

Homeworks!! Tests!!

Mann, they are bothering my mind. Erghh.

Went school. Lessons. Lessons.

Video taped the interview of Cikgu Marini for my group's mly project.

2pm, went home.

Studied for a while.

Out again to eat. Went here and there.

Received message frm Mahdhir.

Met him at 7.40pm and gave my exercise bk.

10mins late! heh. Funnyyyy. :p

Then, went home and mum said no need to go masjid since i'll be having bio test tmrw.

Haiyaaaa. Uat pnat je gy rushing.

Soo, now blogging while chatting.

Gonna revise now.

Gtg! TIRED! Goshh!

WithLove,

Nadiah(:

2009-07-15T16:50:00.009+08:00

Hello World! Hahah.

Just finished doing the blog for Syahidah.

Still needa do some changes and put up the tagboard.

Damnit, i forgot my id for my shoutbox. Hah.

Baek uh Nadiah.

Maybe some other day i will help to finish up all the final touches.

In school, as usual luhh. Got nothing much.

Only that there's Chem test.

Last minute, cancelled the ionic balance for the 2nd last question.

Realised that the equation given was not balanced uhh.

After balancing and working up, there's no ionic balance.

Checked alooot of times.

When the time is up, saw some of the others' ans.

& theirs is the same as my previous ans which is before i cancelled the ionic balance.

Wth! Hope at least i pass the test seyy.

Haiyaa, nehhmind luh.

Last period, went to comp lab to do my grp's mly project.

Cikgu want it to be ready before the others. Heh.

Grp kte nye psl, cikgu sanggup anta satu class gy comp lab.

Wootz. Hees.

Then, Fara was superr irritating -.- Hish.

Currently, finishing up homeworks.

Wahlaueyy..

Wanna try cook baked rice uh.

Baked Rice in Swensens is my fav okay! Hehe!

Okayy, seriously i don't have much to say for today.

Hah.

P.S End of red thread. Haishh. The ending rreaaaally startled me but at the same time, the graphic was superbly nonsence. Goshh!!

WithLove,

Nadiah(:

Temptations.

2009-07-14T16:02:00.002+08:00

Had just deleted the most recent post. Heh.

I just want to express how i feel. Hees.

& if some is wondering, i don't and didn't love that person luhh -.-

We're just friends. Goshh. Haha!

Today's lessons were all interesting.

Chem, did experiment regarding precipitation.

Followed by English. Nothing much happened.

Then Social studies. Got the opportunity to sit with Syahidah! Hees.

Happy luh. Miss her presence beside me :p

Haha! Too happy till my face turned red. Hah.

Recess! Ate, err, don't know what meal at MamaMia.

Historyyy. Homework abt Stalin, got 12/13. Hehe.

Kembaaang. ;)

CME, Pastoral Care, Pastoral Care.

These 3 periods learn about a topic called 'Single dating.. Should we start?'

Hehe! Interesting huh.

Laughed here and there.

Gotta say that single dating is not allowed for the time being for me luhh. Ahah.

& bio. Went through homework and had LA.

I have the feeling, that i'm gonna have a boderline pass. Haai.

Goshh, i'm seriously broke right now.

Damn it, Damn it. Gotta save for shopping!

Temptation in shoppingggg! Hees.

Gotta go now. Needa get ready to go off for ngajiii.

WithLove,

Nadiah(:

2009-07-13T15:35:00.007+08:00

Kakak asked me to do this quiz. So yea, here goes..

1. Besides Your Lips, Where Is Your Favourite Spot To Get Kiss?

Cheeks! Haha

2. How Do You Feel When You Wake Up This Morning?

Sleepy luh like duh. Ohh, & hungryy ;p

3. Who Was The Last Person You Took Photo With?

Nta! Forgot uh. Looong time already since took pic with someone.

4. Would You Consider Youself To Be Spoiled?

Sometimes? Last child, what do you expect? Hees.

5. Would You Ever Donate Blood?

NO! Scared uh. Injections! Ergh.

6. Have You Had A Bestfriend Who Was The Opposite Sex?

Yeap.

7. Do You Want Someone Dead?

What?! Are you kidding me?! Gyler. Nooo way.

8. What Does Your Last Msg Says?

"Org kt sebla aku nik tk bbl ngn aku langsong!haish." ~Syahidah. (during hist lesson.)

9. What Are You Thinking Right Now?

Homeworks and tests? Haha.

10. Do You Wish Someone To Be With You Right Now?

Not for the time being.

11. What Is The Tyme You Went To Bed Last Night?

11pm? Grr.

12. Where Did You Buy The T-Shirt You Are Wearing Now?

Someone gave it to me.

13. Is Someone On Your Mind?

Heck no.

14. Who Was The Last Person Who Texted You?

Syahidaaaaaah luhhhh.

8 Random People who you're close with.

1. Syahidah!

2. Amalia!

3. Kakak Nur!

4. Faan? Haha.

5. Amirul

6. Khalilah

7. Anisah

8. Mahdhir???

16. Who Is No.2 Having Relationship With?

Err. Shut my lips! hees.

Is No.3 A Male Or Female?

She's femaaale alright.

18. Is No.4 Single?

No? Haha.

19. Say Something About No.1.

Hello Enot!! Haha ;D

.20. Describe No.8.

One word, Irritating -.-

Yeaaa, done. Heh.

Today didn't have chem test luhh.

Haha. Happy happy.

But it will be on this wednesday.

In addition, there'll be LA and test for bio.

Next week will be physics test.

Is this like science tests season? Haiyaaa.

Oh! I understand what is the Tr+1 formula already.

Hehe! Punye luh senaang. Haaai.

Got nothing to say uh.

Gotta start with my homeworks!!

P.S I'm craving fer chocolates & Frappes! Tsk tsk.

WithLove,

Nadiah(:

2009-07-12T20:16:00.002+08:00

Goshh.

Can't freaking understand what's the Tr+1 formula.

Checked textbook but couldn't figure out. Hai.

Left english compre and that freaking A maths worksheet.

Damnit. Hah.

Pleaaaase don't let chemistry test take place tmrw.

I'm seriously not ready for it! Urgh.

So yea, as per normal, went to madrasah just now.

Went back home, studied physics.

Now i'm seriously interested with physics. Haha.

But not liking chemistry. Haishh.

Went back to school only, teacher had gone through 3/4 of the second notes.

I was like, blur gyler luhh.

My love for bio is just still the same. Hees.

Ohh yea, just now someone asked about my dream guy. -.-"

Random sey. Hah.

Truthfully, teenage love isn't in my notebook right now.

Will not fancy acquaintance(guys) who wants to know me well.

It's like wth luh.

Studies! Hah!

Wanna know about how my dream guy be, ask me personally. Heh.

Argh. Should go off now. Wanna finish up my homework and study for chem.

Haish D;

WithLove,

Nadiah(:

2009-07-11T13:28:00.002+08:00

YAYY!

Haha. Managed to change the layout on my own!

Happy luhh. Hees. First time okaay. HAHA.

Goshh, my tummy is grumbling. Grr.

Bro cooked his own style of maggi fer me -.-"

Haha. Mum & dad sick.

Kene jangkit frm me luh nik. Haai.

Still have my coughing.

Shoo you virus!

Will go eat eat with family and relatives.

& & my future sister-in-laaaw.

Wootz. Haha. First time sey.

Bro keep on startling me up for like, 3 times today?

In 1 hour.

Urghh. Haha.

Annoyed. -.-

WithLove,

Nadiah(:

2009-07-07T15:51:00.006+08:00

HAPPY 15th BIRTHDAY SYAHIDAH! (:

Your favourite pic. HAHA.

Wishing you a great life ahead.

Hees.

WithLove,

Nadiah(:

2009-07-02T15:11:00.002+08:00

HeyHey!

Rot at home again. Hahha.

Didn't go to school.

Maybe tomorrow?

I really miss that Syahidah and that old moyang(Amalia) of mine.

Hehe! Whole day text-ed them.

Next monday school holiday?

Ape nye holiday sey?

Aku aru nk dtng skola, skola aru nk tutop. Haishh.

Oh, Oh, Oh!

Lovely brother and his tunang gave me a white and gold nike sidebag/handbag and espirit wallet.

Goshh. Was soo nice luhh.

Upon receiving it, i was like all jumping around the house. Heh.

Ohh well, not celebrating my birthday this week though.

But will be celebrating next week.

Hah, funny right. Haish.

Nehhmind, as long as i get to meet up with my relatives.

Hehe!

Gonna look at blogskins now.

Till then! Bye!

WithLove,

Nadiah(:

2009-07-01T14:05:00.003+08:00

Yo Dudes & Dudettes!

*Winks & Wiiidddde smile*

Hehe. Didn't go to school today.

No feverr. Yess uh! Unfortunately, still have terrible cough.

1st July babe! Hehe!

At 12am and In the morning,

phone was showered with tons of messages from beloved friends and relatives

wishing me happy birthday and to get well soon.

Yeah, i'm gonna get well soon alright. Hees!

Thanx guys for the wishes! Really appreciate it luh. Haha.

Today, suppose to be one of the happiest day in my life but turn out to be one of the worst day.

Haishh. Superb boringg! Can't celebrate.

Yesterday planned to go to hospital today.

But, since my temp has improved, there is no need of going there.

Woooootz!

Hehe.

Tomorrow, not sooo sure if i'm going back to school arnt.

My cough!! Urghh.

Haish.

Kay gtg now.

Thanx for the wishes guys!!

You enlightened up my dayy!

;)

WithLove,

Nadiah(:

2009-06-29T11:38:00.003+08:00

Today, supposedly to be first day of school for me.
In the end, need to rot at home. Erghh.
Fluuuuu. Go away you dumb dumby virus! Hmph!

2009-06-26T15:06:00.002+08:00

Will be a short post.

Yesterday went to doctor.

& temp. was 38.9 . Haha.

Was extremely weak yesterday.

today improved to 38.5 .

Felt abit better though.

Will update more about it soon.

Needa rest.

So yea, Bye! (:

WithLove,

Nadiah(:

2009-06-25T10:50:00.002+08:00

HEYLO ! (:

I'm baaaack. Hehe.

Reached Singapore last Saturday but didn't blog straight away.

Hees. Busy and extremely tired uhh.

Ohh, Sunday sent my 2nd brother to Pulau Tekong for his NS. Woootz.

Mon, Tues, Wed went out with parents and relatives.

Had High Fever yesterday. Well today, my temp is improving. Heh.

Still sleepy luhh. Couldn't sleep last night.

Really in pain. Temperature was 38.0 ..

Langkawi was extremely fun luhh!!

You guys should go there. I think i'd lost some of my weight.

The tourist attractions mostly needs to walk up and down the stairs.

There was like hundred of stairs. Urghh.

Especially this place called as the 'Seven Wells'.

It's high up on the mountain.

Me and 2nd bro walked up the stairs of a total of 800m high.

Parents walked up half way. But gave up.

The other one is the 'Gunung Mat Cincang'.

That is higher alright. Other activity is island hopping.

There's various kinds of islands that we went uh. Some needa walk up and down again -.-" .

There's more uh that we went like the 'Eagle Square', 'Hot spring', 'Habour Park' and 'Mahsuri Museum' but it's not as fun as those three that i mentioned.

It's just an okay for me though.

Did some shopping. Weehee.

But didn't bought anything for myself. Haishh.

Not attracted with the things there uh.

Nehhmind, mum promised to buy me shoes.

Hmm.. Maybe high heels and sneakers? Hehe.

In addition to the best part of the trip is the foooood.

The food is totally thumbs up.

Not like other malaysian countries.

Moreover, the place is like in America or maybe Europe sey.

Lots of Americans there. Hees. Maut beb! Haha!

Will upload the pics soon okay? Now, lazy wanna upload. Heh.

WithLove,

Nadiah(:

2009-06-16T18:24:00.004+08:00

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NADIAH`Khalilah~ Haha ! A'ah. Nnt aku criterkn kt kau. Hees. Jngn pasrah psl kesygan kau beb. Dier da nk balek.

Tu laa, sape suruh tk amek gmbr ngn dier. ;) Hehe!

NADIAH`atiQa~ Rindu kau jgk. Haha. Amcm hols kau? Anw, tkde investiture tau. It's cancelled and it's brought forward to 23 June. Heh.

NADIAH`Saiful~ Aku nye 1st July tauu. Nk dkat. Kau nye maseh lamer. HAH! ;p hehe.

2009-06-16T18:01:00.002+08:00

HeyHeyHey.

Tomorrow i'll be going to Langkawi. Wootz.

Heh. Will be back by Saturday evening.

Soo excited for it. Hadn't been to Langkawi before.

Must be nice with the clear blue ocean with fine sands at the beach, Waterfalls, Cable car to the top of a mountain.

That will be so sweet. Haha.

Wokay, so today went out just to go for 'Ngaji.'

Most of my time today is just rotting at home. Haishh.

Nothing much to say now. Hees.

Will update soon as i reach Singapore (:

Goodbye peeps ! Hee.

WithLove,

Nadiah(:

2009-06-16T00:13:00.003+08:00

I'M SUPERBLY BORED ! Hah.

It's 12.15am, and i couldn't sleep ! Way to go.

Haha. Sleeping late reminds me when the times i talked on the phone with.. urgh nehhmind.

Rotting in home for the whooole day. Ohh Goshh.

Anyone !! Bring me to sleep. Hees.

Oh, Oh, Oh, watched news just now and had this news about a Sec 4 student from BNSS, had the disease called as H1N1. Hah.

No wonder the school cancelled all the activities for this week.

Haish, Kay got no more to say.

Wanna try sleeping now. Heh.

Bye ! Goodnite ! Sweetdreams ! (:

WithLove,

Nadiah(:

2009-06-14T19:56:00.002+08:00

Heylo!

Today had mass walk from Punggol to Hougang.

The destinations is reaaally near. Abt 40mins walk only.

By the time reach Hougang Stadium, it was 9.45am.

Had this lucky draw. Won six prizes. But must be given to the school.

Hai.. Nehhmind. I took one of the prize from the guest-of-honour.

Wootz !! Haha. Shocked sey when i heard the lucky number was one of the coupons that i was holding. Received the 11th prize. Haha.

By 10am, went back to school and reach there around 15mins later.

Had counsellor meeting and off to Macdonald with Khalilah and Syahidah for our lunch.

Waited for like 30mins for the lunch menu to start.

Ate McSpicy !! Whooosh. Face turned red. Hah. I can't stand spices. Heh.

But was craving fr it lerr. Then, fr looong 4 hours, sat there and we had our girls talk.

Haha. Funny sey. Next time we talk for looong time again okays ? ;) Hees.

Went home at around 2pm. Messaged Faan to call me.

Had our serious talk. Felt bad for him sey. Sorry eh you.

I really need my space. I'm soooo sorry.

I do LoveYou, but.. it's complicated.

You have loadx of admirer and you deserve one of 'em. You even contacted with one of 'em.

You don't have to say ily to me lots of time. I made up my mind.

I'm Sorry. My feeling towards you is just not the same.

Haaaaaaisshhhh.

Now, had messages frm him. Kater pp8 low. Hah.

Tkpe lah u. I'm not replying any of it though. Heh.

Kay luhh, got no mood already.

Wanna watch the Memoirs Of ________ ?

HAHA.

& ohh, Anw, Khalilah, tkmo sediyh2. 4 hari jek. Maseh leh survive. Hees (:

WithLove,

Nadiah(:

2009-06-13T12:55:00.003+08:00

HeyHeyHey ! (:

Today , i'm extremely bored. Haishh.

At first, thought of going swimming and do 12 laps. However, kinda tired uhh.

Moreover, tmrw there'll be this Mass Walk which starts from Hougang to Punggol. I think.

So yea, wanna rest first. Now, i'm feeling like jogging around the whole of Bedok Reservoir at evening.

Seriously. But not confirmed yet luhh. Haii.

Gonna talk about Yesterday now.

Friday, 12th June 2009

Went to school. Had presentations from various kind of groups about their TLLM project.

They were good. Haii.

Ended at 12.30pm. Went home, bathed and changed.

Went out again and met Kakak Nur at bus stop near tampines mall.

Walked around Tampines Mall and Tampines One. This time had more time to explore. Hehh.

I want a new white haversack bag & White headphone !! Hees. Buy fr my birthday present cn ? Hahha.

No shame lah Nadiah! Hai. ;p

Ard 3.30pm, met my other cousins and auntie.

& off we went in the GV to watch Night In/At ? The Museum 2 !!

The movie was a millions of thumbs up ! You guys should watch it. It's very very veryyy funny and fun !

Hahah. At 6pm, ate at Macdonalds.

By 6.20pm, off we went to our separate way.

Took bus 15 and alighted Masjid Alkaff mosque to do my Asar prayers. Had not yet prayed ler. Hah.

After that, reached home at 7.35pm.

Went out AGAIN at 8.30pm to go to Terminal 2. Ate at Swensen with family.

Went home at 11.30pm. Overall, It was a tiring day !

P.S, Top up my PP8 already !! Wootz !!

WithLove,

Nadiah(:

2009-06-10T18:43:00.002+08:00

HELLO PEEPS !!

Didn't update for quite a loooong time ! Haish.

Was really busy la and.. LAZY ! Haha.

Syahidah keep asking me to update my blog.

So yea. Now i'm back. Wootz ! Hehh.

Gonna be quite a short update.

Parents will be back sooon and gotta study.

Just now, went to school for lessons. As usual.

Did Physics SPA test. My rise and run for gradient was absolutely wrong !

Knew it -.-"

Ate at Techview and spent my 2 and a half hours of free time doing things.

Did not have to attend English lerr. At 12pm, had Bio. Did an experiment.

1.30pm sharp, whoosh, i quickly went out of the room.

Reached home, and quickly change to home clothes.

Went out again with my mum to Tampines One and Mall.

Wanna shooop. Hees. If not for shopping, i'm sure i would reach home by 5pm.

Waited 30mins looong just for that bus 15 ! Hishh. Sumpah slow !

Sat behind this auntie who was sleeping.

When the bus came to a stop, her head was knocked ont the window.

The sound effect was seriously loudd luhh. Sure painful.

Despite that, she still in her fantasy land. Hai.. Auntie Auntie.

Reached there and shopped. Went home at about 5pm.

My mum was too tired after she shopped the whole morning at Orchard. Hmphh.

Took Bus 5 home. The bus was seriously stink sey ! Although it's a new one.

An uncle sat beside me and SLEPT ! Arghh. Not again.

When the bus was reaching to my house bus stop,

i was trying to wake him up by saying, "Excuse me" a couple of times so that i could get out from the seats and go to the exit door.

Mum saw what happened and she laughed at me. Hmphh.

The man was still asleep. Wth ! Then i raised my voice abit and said, "EXCUSE ME" again.

He was still asleep. -.-" Haiyoo !

I acted as if i was coughing and at laaast, he woke up.

Like finally luhh. He gave way to me and said sorry.

Tahu pn salah ;p Hahh !

Kay lahh. GTG ! Parents reaching home.

bye people !

P.S, HP PP8 IS LOWW ! ARGHHH ! tmrw then top up. Hee (:

With Love,

Nadiah(:

2009-06-01T21:29:00.002+08:00

To My beloved Auntie&Uncle,

Have a safe Umrah and may god bless you for your deeds.

I'll pray for your health just as i promised.

Amin.

To my beloved friend, Atiqa,

Enjoy you holiday yeah. Buy for me souveniers!! Hehe. Jkg2. ;)

Have a safe trip aye ? (:

Today is 1st June ! Wootz ! Hehh.

1 more month to my birthday laa. Hahha.

I want presents can ?Hee *No shame uh Nadiah. Haish ;p*

It seems that many had gone overseas. Hmm..

Just remembered that on 17th June till 20th June, i'll be in Langkawi for holiday.

Not really looking forward uhh. Kinda lazy la wanna pack here and there.

However, in the other hand, it would be fun to relax near the beach.

Hearing to the waves, swim with my brother and all. Hees.

Today, went to school. Again -.-"

9.45am, Met Amalia and Amirul under my Blk and off we go to KFC for our breakfast.

Ate Zinger. I don't often eat at KFC. So, i'm not really familiar with it's menu.

I asked Amalia : Ehk, what are you gonna eat ?

Amalia : mmm.. Zinger. You ?

Me: Same uh. MacZinger.

Amalia: Huh?! MacZinger ?!

Me: Yeaa.

Amalia keep on laughing and told me that there's no word "Mac" as it's not Macdonald.

Amirul knew what happened and they both started teasing me. Wth !

Sorry la. Paisey luh. Haha !

Kay, whatever. So, went to a stationary shop and bought foolscap.

Slacked at Petal Garden. Sang here and there.

& off we go to school. Waited in concourse for the rest but later found out that many would not be coming for the malay class.

Then, Jeng Jeng Jeng, Mahdhir came. :p

Afterwards, met cikgu and she asked to do some worksheet in the concourse.

Then Yaaqub came followed by Amsyar.

So yea, the six of us sit there, 'dilligently' doing our work. Haha.

1.30pm, Yaaqub and Amsyar went off and the rest of us did our TLLM.

Discussed, Slacked, Ate Ice Cream Prata in Techview and went home at 5.30pm.

Currently, doing my TLLM Presentation. Getting tired and frustrated uhh.

Tmrw, no plans. Anybody ask me out puhleaaase ? Hehhe.

WithLove,

Nadiah(:

2009-05-31T13:06:00.003+08:00

Heylo ladies and Gentlemens ! ;)

Nowadays super duper busy with projects, homeworks, family outings, studying and activities.

Therefore, could not really post everyday.

Friday, 29th May 2009

School is closed as it was an E-Learning Daaaay.

Despite that, i still have to come down to school.

At 8am, woke up and bathed. Amalia called and asked if i could come down to school as she's alone.

Told her i'll reach there at 9am as my mum was nagging at me to help with housechores.

Amalia don't want to be alone so i asked her to just come down to my house while waiting for Amirul finish his E-learning in the school computer lab.

Ard 8.30am, she reached. & we watched videos in youtube.

9.30am, Amirul said he'd finish. Changed to school clothes and off we go.

Met Amirul somewhere and went to Techview for breakfast.

Then, i went off to school to meet mum for the parents meeting.

Syahidah waited for the parents meeting to end.

My tears dropped during the meeting. hahah ! Seriously uhh, my mum keep comparing me with my brothers and all. Padehal, my 2nd brother didn't take pure science. Haaai. Nehhmind.

Off to computer lab to do malay project with Amalia,Amirul and Syahidah.

Reached home at 6pm.

Saturday, 30th May 2009

Woke up at 7.35am !I was panicked.

I'm supposed to be in school for departure to Kallang for Dragon Boating at 8am.

Quick quick bathe and packed up extra clothing and all and ran to sch. Yeap, ran. Fuhh.

Reached there at 8.05am on the dot and found out that Mdm Sunarti and the bus had not reach school.

Wth ! Then, Mdm Sunarti came at 8.20am and we all left the sch at 8.45am -.-"

My stomach was grumbling all way long. Haii.

Reached Kallang Water Venture and waited due to some reasons.

Met trainer and start with our lesson. It was extremely fun laa.

By the end of the day, we were all drenched. Had shower and ate our Mcdonald breakfast that we ordered when we were waiting earlier on. Yummy Yum !

Reached home at 2pm. Had a loooooonng shower Again, and off to Johor with my parents.

Tired uhhh. During journey, i keep on sleeping in the car. There was massive Jam in Tuas Checkpoint. Haish.

Dad: Issh, ni angel tk abes2 tdo.

Me: Ape plak angel. Org nga pnat luhhh. Tu laa, sape suro ajk Nadiah gy skali.

Dad: Angel luhh. Pakai putih pe. Ah yela2, tdo2.

White, Red, Pink and limegreen rules la !heheh.

Reached home narly 12am. Hai.

TODAY

Rotting in home. Currently doing the lead.com while studying.

I'm still tireddd ! -.-"

WithLove,

Nadiah(:

2009-05-27T20:12:00.005+08:00

Had not been updating for sooooo long. Busy luhh.

Had a Forum thingy at Eunos CC, then had been going out all day.

Seriously, tiring uhh. & i want to spend time with my parents since i'd not been talking with them for quite a long time.

Now, since my parents went out, i'll now take the opportunity to spend with my comp ;p

hahha. Today, as usual laa. Woke up at 6am. Reached school around 7.10am.

Had lessons. After school, stayed back for Chem lesson.

Now, i'm reaaally looking forward to Chem lessons as there'll be interesting experiments.

Weehee. Fuhn !then stayed at study area with Syahidah and Amirul.

Talk, sing, do hw, go Kalam, back to school, laugh here and there and Amirul made a fool out of himself infront of some of the NCC boys. Hahha.

Syahidah left at 5.15pm. Me and Amirul stayed till Amalia finish choir.

Amalia finished, i left at around 5.50pm.

Main gate, saw Chukun. She offered to accompany me home !Wootz !haha !

Thanx sooo the very much ! (:

& ohh, gotten my L1R5. Bad uhh. My parents needa meet with teacher.

Just as i guessed, they knew it already.

I was preparing to have the Maghrib prayer when my father said, "Ayah da buat appointment ngn tch tauu. Kul 11am. Nadiah tk skola eh on Friday?" (Sorry for the ones who's not mly. Lazy wanna retype back. hehe.)

My heart was racing faster as each seconds passed by.

So yea, needa spill everything out and tell him.

He was like,"ohh, okay. Final yr must do harder."

I said,"oh okaykay."

I'm shocked laa! I expect him to nag at me and scold me.

I'd been preparing to hear the scolding fr many days, haii. But, in other way, i'm kind of relieved.

Yea, i'm gonna make use of my time this time and do well for final yr ! No matter what it takes !

I can't bear to disappoint them again. Haish.

So yeap. Now, i'm preparing for them to reach home and sign that report bk of mine and wait for Friday !Fuhh. Scaary.

7 ohh again, My hp prepaid have no value already. Expired ! -.-"

Wth ! $60 gone seyy !haiyooo !

Dad said that he'll top up fr me tmrw !Yeaaah !ThankYoouuuu ! (: Hahhaa.

WithLove,

Nadiah(:

2009-05-22T22:34:00.002+08:00

HeyHeyHey,

Today was fun but tiring at the same time.

Soo, went to school as per normal.

No PE, as Mr Pang wanna pay back Mdm Haliza the 2periods that he owed her.

Had 2 hours of chem. Exciting uhh. Did individual Titration. And for the first time, had the Grey colour! Happy laa. Hees.

The solution is originally green in colour. We needa do titration till it change to grey. After Grey is pink.

It's tricky luhh to get the grey colour. Previously, i always had pink and that's not what we wanted.

After that, AMaths. Did partial fractions.

Recess. And Biology. Learned in depth about the respiratory system. Then Malay.

After school, fast fast went back hse to change clothes and put my heavy bag for i'll be going to a competition at Tamp JC, Tamp River and Pasir Ris Park. We need to assemble in concourse at 2pm but needa go Mly Dance after that.

Danced the basics again -.-"

And went out of the AVA room.

I was like saying to Mdm Aishah that i have to be released early for the competition.

Mdm Aishah: Huh ?!What Competition.

Me:At Tamp JC one.

Mdm Aishah: Got uh ?!

My instructor menyebok and said: Where do you think u're going?

I just ignored and Mdm Aishah said: Sure uhh. I'll check with ur teacher uhh.

I was like, check uh and walked out of the room. Seriously pissing off sey that time. Hahh.

report and blah blah blah, reached TampJC.

Needa search for clues in order to play our activities. Then went to TampRiver and PasirRisPark.

Went back to Tamp JC and went to the auditorium. Fuhh. AirCon seyy.

Gotten our price. My team, which was team 2, got 4th place price. Hees.

While the other team, Team 1, gotten their consolation prize. Not bad lahh (:

We waited for our bus like nearly 20mins !wth !slow lahh the driver. Haaish.

Reached school at 6.55pm.

And reached home at 7.15pm. hhah.

Now,i'm doing the presentation for TLLM !!

Haaaaai. Tiredd uh. Sleepy. Ohh Goshh !

WithLove,

Nadiah(:

2009-05-20T14:35:00.003+08:00

HARLO peeps !Hees.

Currently in school Computer Lab 2.

Wanna edit our mly project video.

But, no cable seyy. Haaish

So yea, now, we're slacking. Hahha.

Currently, listening to music. Hehhe.

Woke up at around 6am. Bathed.

Fara called my house, so picked up.

But all of a sudden, i'd no voice !!

"Whispered" to her to meet me outside my house.

Seriously, my throat was burning at that time ! Even now -.-"

Haai. But now better la. Got voice already.

Gtg uhh. Wanna Capture video.

Got cable already. Hee.

WithLove,

Nadiah(:

2009-05-19T18:04:00.002+08:00

"LOVE DOESN'T REQUIRE TWO PEOPLE TO LOOK AT EACH OTHER, BUT THAT THEY LOOK TOGETHER IN THE SAME DIRECTION."

People asking about us ?Hmmm.. We're perfectly fine.

Why is that person keep asking me and that special person of mine ??

Interested ?Hahh. Forget it laa. We're still happy as always.

He is the only one that is able to steal every piece of my heart.

Hee. Tkya kembang ehh Faan. Hahha ;D

Question that might not be answered is bugging my mind.

Spinning my head right round.

Why must she be soo concern about our condition ?

Why is she lying to her crush ?

Why must she follow everything that i do ?

Why is she soo syiok sendiri as if he loves her ?

Are they both my true friends ?

Why can't i have any peace in my own personal life ?

Why is she taking advantage just to all that stuff ?

Why is that person pissing me off ?

Why must people bring up his name to me even though we're history ?

Why must she steal everything that i have ?

Why must i have a complicated life ?

Why ? Why ? Why ?

Why am i asking these ?! Hahh.

Haaish. I'm super duper confused.

And as expected, my L1R5, is very damn high.

This is all because of my shitty previous attitude laa. Haaaish.

Now, i'm gonna start turning to a new flower.

I'm starting to give my fullest maximum attention in class, doing homeworks and revisions,

and reading more books. That's why didn't online much.

Soo, yea, i'm getting serious and be my old self. Bucking up.

Hoping that i'll have good results for CA2 and End of year Examination.

Having these kind of result is sooo not me. Never get this high before sey.

I don't wanna drop any subject. I know i can do it, only that, 'cause of my previous shitty attitude and laziness,

i did badly. I want my l1R5 to be like the EndOfYr during Sec2 !!

Nehhmind, i'm not giving up.

Suffer first, Enjoy later (:

WithLove,

Nadiah(:

FAAN & ONLY HIM.

2009-05-18T20:28:00.002+08:00

HEYOLO !! HAHH. Crazy la.

Today, kinda happy uhh. My family is all back to normal (:

Except for my parents. Both having flu. And it's atrocious laa !

Haishh. Kinda worrying.

Anw, today woke up kinda late. At ard 6.40am. Rushed here and there and reached school at 7.15am.

Then in school, Ms Fa'izah changed our sitting arrangement.

New partner is Ngee Hung. HAHA. Tating sey.

Blah blah blaahh.

Currently, talking ngn Fara. Couldn't think of any. Hahha.

After school, Amirul, Nabil, Amalia and Syahidah, went to my house.

Film for mly project.

At 6pm, they went off.

THE END.

WithLove,

Nadiah(:

2009-05-17T13:11:00.002+08:00

Me and Amalia changing. After Kayaking.

On our way to the Kayaking place.

Rehearsal !

The odd thing coming out from the ceiling

Startled ? Puzzled ? Curious ?

2009-05-17T12:25:00.004+08:00

Soo, just came back from my usual 'madrasah'.

Saw Mdm Sunarti on my way to Mcdonalds with Atiqa.

Reached home around 11.30am ?hehh.

Seriously, my throat hurts today.

Sorry Atiqa for not talking to you much. Hehe.

Yesterday was freaking fun laa.

Tiring also la ehh, that's why didn't post anything yesterday.

Woke up at 7.30am. Bathed. Called Amalia to meet up.

Around 8.30am went out of the house. Mum asked to bring along my phone.

Yeaa, could take pics laa. Quite happy. Hehhe.

Met Amalia and Amirul under my block and off we go to Mac.

Reached there ard 8.50am and bought our breakfast. Went to Eunos CC after that.

Wait for people to reach. 9.45am, went up to the theatrette to have our skit rehearsal for the upcoming Forum.

I'll be ushering people during the event, so, i'm not in the skit. Hence, i just sat around looking at the others acting. Weehheee.

Suddenly, there was a sound from the ceiling.

There was something coming out from it.

Everyone were puzzled and kept looking up.

Distracted laa. Even me. Hahh.

Had luch at 12.30pm. And aboard the bus at 1.10pm to go to Kallang WaterVenture for our Kayaking. ahdhir keep on pestering me for the deal. Yeaa laa Mahdhir. Hahha.

Excited seyy. It's like nearly 4yrs ?ever since my last Kayaking.

The previous one was with Primary sch class.

As we reached there, partner up with Amalia and the instructors teached us how to row and all that stuff. They told us to wear along our shoes.

Had our free time trying out. Splashed one another with the water especially that Mahdhir -.-".

Obviously everyone went drenched. Hahha. At 4pm, went to the shore and start washing and clearing things up.

One of the instructor said to me and amalia: the two Fatimahs, can help to carry this boat up.

Me and Amalia: Whaart the hell ?!

Me: Kene Fatimah sey !Hahha.

Went to restroom to change clothes or shower. I just brought extra clothes sakk. no extra shorts. How pathetic is that. No towels also. And shoe was wet.

Went back to the bus with my wet shorts and home clothe.

In bus, didn't wear my shoes. Hehh.

Reached home at 5.45pm. Had a loooong hot shower and slept. Hehhe. Tired laa.

The pics are all at the top of this post (:

WithLove,

Nadiah(:

2009-05-17T12:10:00.003+08:00

Tags Replied ;

~Mahdhir- Aku rememberr laaaaa. Kau pn kene remember ;p hahh.

~ChuKun- Sorry for not telling you abt it earlier. It's okay la (: Anw, my hotmail address is stars_nadiah@hotmail.com

~faan- IMY too.

Heyyo. Uploaded the pics when my mly project came to my hse.

It's just our 'posing' pics. Hehh.

WithLove,

Nadiah(: